{I have the Gei dou Tian Wang's spirit... do you??}

2007-06-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

sotong here to update... promoted sotong... haha...

life in new team so far is gd with exception of long hours... =X sometime if server is good... things are good too... but sometime you would prefer it not to be good... =X server down = no work = early release... haha...

sometime i would miss the time at the AOS team... but at e enhancement team also not bad... onli tat i sometime beri shy dun dare to ask... let very bad to disturb them... haiz.. tat's me...

i am tinkin of changing my blog... will see how later... will test out another blog site first... if confirm le will tell u pple de... bt worry not... i will still update this one if possible... hehe...

2007-06-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

wahaha... i juz realized wat a sotong i am... dun luff when i say this k??
my antibiotic supposed to take 2 tablets each time de... the sotong took one each time onli for the whole week w/o realising it... nvm... sotong still can ask herself y doc gave sotong 2 wks prescription... until last day of the week then she realised... wahahaha... now sotong has to decide wat to say to doctor le... wahahaha... dun eat sotong... sotong is innocent de... q(^.^)p never know how sotong i am till juz nw... juz saw the label... kao me... haiz...

reminder... 070707 @ 7pm cathay cine... gathering ya?? will there be more than 7 pple attending?? now 6 pple confirm attendance... looking for 1 more to make it 7... Hahaa...

2007-06-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

updates... still sick... bad cough... yet to recover... did i mention it could be an asthma attack?? whatever... things should be ok soon i guess... 1 month i give it to recover... if nt maxi 2 months...
i find that as a friend... i am very much a failure... i hv to read my friend's blogs to know what happen... it seem tat they can't tell me and i hv to find it out myself... my friend's mum juz passed away... hope he and his sis is ok... JX mum went for heart op or bypass u would call it... discharged le... and hope she is recovering well...
a change of environment for me... i am now offically not under cc and sz le... i am under a now... hehe... yesterday was my last day with the operation team... monday will be my first day with the enhancement team... sori pple... nid you to tc me... hope we will have an enjoyable moments... will miss the moments with the operation team... AOS team in short... got a few pple hv to thx de in AOS... cc...sz...s...w... thxs all for your patience with this blur monkey... esp. cc and sz... learn a lot frm u pple... know tat cc last day is end of this month... haiz... cannot join the rest of them to trick u into treatin the team le... =[
was @ MOE this morning... the feeling is no fun... =[ finally understand hw w feels there le... somemore supposed to be company treat de... end up becos of some stuff which hv to be settled asap... we eat at MOE instead... haiz... bye Jap. food at funan...
1/2 of our internship over soon... 16 weeks... and nxt wk already the 8 weeks le... hv to treasure the rest of the 8 weeks with them... learn as many things as possible frm them... being paid to learn things ma... ^.^

2007-06-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

My apology for not posting for sooo long... I am down with a very bad cough recently... since my last week in MOE till now in fact... And I just ended my 2 days MC... 2 days wor... Haha...

Stil coughing... this time was real bad... so bad that I can't sleep at night... =[ it is just that serious... haiz.. think I better go rest... tml got to work... =[

2007-05-24T09:25:00.000+08:00

long time no blog... all thxs to the super duper nice schedule... did i mention hw super the schedule was? anyway... repeat also won't die rite? Morning: 7am-3pm afternoon: 2pm-10pm AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Something I don'tunderstand... y super. don't like us be like 1 week morning and the other afternoon... even if it is troublesome, we dun mind ma... give us this sort of shit schedule... makes my body feel worst than ever...
if u tink i am here enjoying... then u r 1/2 right... the other 1/2... mi is damn bloody stress... all thxs to... less than 2 wks and I am supposed to come up with 1 program and worst is that writing in something i nv learnt before... how in the world can i do that?? And he say the last friday he know hw to do it le... so isn't this a great hint that i can slow down my pace? Then 2 days back he tell me die die muz come out by this fri... kao... with this sort of stupid shift plus some uninvited visitors... K was telling me complain to LO... cos it is a bit too much le... first time i was told to do the program on wednesday... last wk i damn unlucky... every night shift go home late tat type... That already reduced my sleeping time le... By last friday he want the program to be out... Then now... though got more time... but everything juz very sudden lor... and somemore i am still being visited by the super nice visitor who cant wait to see me die... =[
tired tired tired slpt for 4 hrs last nite onli... and today morning shift... damn... cant wait to get out frm MOE cant wait to get out of this damn schedule... juz gt the info that i be here nxt wk too... tot can comclude my stay here tml... bt tat's nt the case... wahaha... hopefully by end of this MOE project... i am still here and not ended up in hospital...

2007-05-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired... didn't sleep well on sun night... all thxs to an uninvited visitor who seems to be with me since i last recovered from my cough/cold... Things nv seem to get any better... worst in fact... just hope everything be ok tml... was thinking of goin to doc yesterday... went to gym and nearly got knock off after a 13 min jog on the threadmill... 13 min only wor... and i feel the earth is spinning faster than usual... i wanted to hv a 20 min straight jog at first... bt or some reasons, i stopped... i also dun noe why... haiz... chest hvn been feeling painless since then too... =[
peak period for us has not arrived in the MOE... come quick quick then i can rest quick qucik ma... if not it is a torture wor... mi wan shake leg de.... haha... lucky last wk de journal not much of comments... not like the previous weeks... one time shoot me 2 weeks stuff... ou think i can remember ar?? days in moe... i saw 2 people so far whom i nv contact with for a long long time... and it was them hu made me hu i am today... one of them is my primary school chinese teacher while the other is my primary school principal... i last heard of my principal was few years back when she left my primary school... heard she went to another school le... but glad that i saw her and she recognized me as one of her student... she is seriously one of the best principle... teaching us social studies when i was in p6... i still can remember the word she taught us... it seems to be a long word to us tat time... bt it is a lasting memory for me now... it is a word starting with 'A'... make a guess... she used to come to our school and made salad for us... still remember... she was the one hu introduced the food and word salad to me... as for my chinese teacher... she was the one hu made my chinese lvl to wat it is nw... i used to make her angry... as in i nv do well in it... haha... tat's me la... always like tat de... still remember the blue tables and chairs and the small room we went into for our lesson... though we are p6 le... but we have to sit on the primary 1 kids chair and use their tables... you can imagine hw much we wanted to go against... but we did not... tat room contains all our fun, torture and joy... any1 can tell me does tat rm still exist? or demolished le??

2007-05-10T08:51:00.001+08:00

been days since i last update... screen i seeing now is weird... not the usual screen... i dun noe why...
anyway... i am sort of enjoying myself here in moe... though nt as slack as in office... shift working sort of kills me... either u give me straight 24 hrs... or u give me rest for 10hrs per night... not the current system... off work sometime ard 10 (nw is early ard 8++ cos not much stuff to do...) then reach hme 11 le... eat and shower all ard 12-12++?? have to wake up like 5am the next day to prepare myself for work... so all in all 4hrs++ of sleep... piggy cant take it la! no choice... hv to do it...
got nice super. ard... so nvm... haha... as i am under 2 super... 1 of them is my full-time super... the other is part time... full-time de seldom give work... part-time de dun dare give too much... haha... so in the end... u know la...
hungry hungry hungry... nv eat breakfast come moe liao... sianz... 6 more hrs to going hme!!! yeah!!
time to keep contact with my old friends... hv to e-mail them nw... hehe...
hope time fly faster...

2007-05-10T08:51:00.000+08:00

2007-05-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

may is here... hapi labor day to all!
juz a bit of updates for nw...
been tryin to practise my jap with some friends... they are kind enough to teach me and correct my mistakes... Arigato Gozaimasu. Gomennasai. I will be gettin a jap dict soon... if not i sure die de... they also reply in Jap... then some of it is like huh?? dun understand... haha...
still slackin inoffice... heard tml no more slack le... gd gd... moving smewhere soon... wont see me online so often also le... hehe...

2007-04-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

SIP = slacking in progress... i know hard to believe... esp when i am receiving high allowances... pple there are mostly nt bad... with exception of a few... not very understanding ones... i mean c'me on... you want me to work... at least give me something to do right? u expect me to do something where no work no nuttin was told... nw i wish MOE please let me go asap... meaning of torture: seeing pple work while u slack... now i know le... in the near future, i am not going to be bosses... cos i cant stand to see pple work while i sit there... i am going to get transfer... that's for sure... haha... MOE here i come!!!

2007-04-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

started SIP... gd and eye-opener experience for me... wahaha... learn a few things liao...
lesson 1: dun treat the info sch gave... say wat 3 students for this project... ended up... you know... mi representing both sch and MWC... maybe company give de info ba... dun noe hu give de... bt if can believe 1/2 1/2...
lesson 2: SIP = slacking in progress... at least for me during the first day... went to hwz see see whole day wor...
lesson 3: nv expect too much on first day... e staff there may nt know u r coming... they may not know ur qualification also... my buddy can ask me if i hv it backgrd wor... u say lor...
lesson 4: nv be afraid of going there early... met traffic jam at few places sia... =[ lucky come out of hse an hr earlier than planned...
one thing about my company is that... we can use MSN... hehe... and yahoo messenger also... all openly de wor... another thing is that 80% are guys... woohoo! last thing is they seems to be a bunch of nice and fun guys! yeah! but then hor... u know boring?? onli 1 tp de... somemore i youngest there... haiz... sleep nw ba... later cant wake up die die die...

2007-04-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

one more day... one more day to end of my hols... so sad... one more day to my attachment... excited... haha...
went for 2 briefing on fri... really briefing... one was with lo... she brief me on the work attitude again... no choice... dun wan drill into head also difficult... then went to company for briefing... went wrng place... i remember her telling me is commonwealth... but ended up... haiz... bt i saw my yg leader... haha... long time no see her liao...
was thinkin about my sec sch life on fri morning... was sort of thinking hw i become psl de... hehe... then tink tink... like hv to thx my form teacher for allowing me to be the class art rep... then everytime i go disturb my art teacher... givin her the feel i beri responsible... hehe... so she ask me le lor... me is got one secret la... i say liao... hope the psl frm my batch esp my class de wont hate me la... for those who nv tink of joinin psl b4 or hate doin it... cos the name list of the psl frm my class is frm me de... hehe... i know there will be pple hu gonna thx me and some1 hu gonna hate me... haiz... but over liao...
mi is seriuosly wantin to take jap proficiency test level 4... muz take it... dad supports me... yeah!

2007-04-19T03:52:00.000+08:00

wahaha... end of a day... time flies...
meetin v n h again later... goin shoppin again.. haha.. no choice la... sip startin soon... but we almost prepare liao onli... wardrobe all nt prepare... cannot... muz be all prepared... armours... shield...arrows... bows... everything...tml if can will go get them... haha...
what the f wrng with me sia... supposed to meet dad at the end of PIE juz nw... mi went to end of BKE instead... gd me... supposed to install the backup for my pda... the old backup dad has... but i go install the other backup... =[ goody goody me...
anyway... mum gt a new job... this means my dearest sis can do henky penky at home with no1 seeing her... dad is hvin mixed feelings over this... haiz... NP students... do not be surprised if u see my mum at ur campus!!
time to slp le... nt early le wor...
juz a simple comment on the sky nw... beri red... will rain later??

2007-04-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

went for the beri interesting briefing... no 15 minutes grace in sip... drilled into our mind liao la sir.. dun repeat k?? if nt i at nite nitemare also dream of this line...
went shoppin with h n v... nice time going out... if nt for wp... i might be richer... haha... went paya labar... then from paya labar we went to novena square and united square... spent the whole day with them... real fun... though did not get wat i wanted... but nvm... gt something i nv expect... haha... fun!
LO called... meeting on fri... sian... hv to return to sch early early... sian sia... haiz... will call company up later ba... ask and clarify a few things...
sick is recovering well... on the outside... bt the aftermath is torturing... y i always hv same prob tat time me will go novena de?? same stop same bridge... =[
went to sembawang last wk... many left company liao onli left ah bee auntie... bought a few stuff then nv go find her... then she nt hapi.. =[ mi dun wan disturb her ma...
better go rest nw...

2007-04-15T04:12:00.000+08:00

the sky outside nw is red... very red... will it rain?? hope so...
had a beri wonderful slp yesterday... more of this morning... my body is gettin strange... nt functioning as it used to be... =[ told p yesterday morning... slpt at 5am (1 hr after blogging) still no mood to slp... lie there c sky tink nuttin... woke up at 7 for a while... if can i know i wont continue slpin... 9am... da-ta... tat's it man... forcing is no use... cant slp means cant slp... gd one... all thxs to my very gd friend whom hvn been visiting me for sometime paid me a visit... i wont want to say is realli a gd friend... more of foe... stayin with me for a long time... i confirm the arrival... THIS IS PIECE OF BLOODY SHIT!

2007-04-14T04:09:00.000+08:00

4 am in the morning... surprised that i am still awake... haha... was feeling pretty tired juz nw with P... yep... she isback... safe and sound and in one piece... ^.^
haven't been feeling good this few days... since 2 weeks ago?? the first time where i felt my lungs gt expanded and no matter hw hard i breathe it juz seem nt enuff.. that was 2 wks ago if i am nt wrng... lips gt very dry this few days also... despite me drinking lots of water... haiz... yesterday was the worst... lying on bed feeling the discomfort on my chest... as if something is pressing on it... and as usual... pain for a while... haiz... maybe my best friend has really come visiting me... will be seeing a doc. if by mon i am still like tat... perhaps i shld get more rest at hme also... funny feeling on my head... dunnoe y... hvn been that serious b4...
might go shoppin on sun if can find some1 to acc me... haha... despite me feeling unwell... my clothing still hv to get la... mon most people already start sch liao... =[ pple like P, JX... PT nt sure come back le ma... or sch start for her le ma...
later lion dance... skip or go?? hvn been goin for a month plus le... but me in this shape... i also dunnoe... =[
o... btw... cant blame p for not replying my msg then... blame on s****** their pre-paid card is juz too wonderful... i love it.... muackz... she says no msg was sent over to her phone... but that's history anyway... juz glad she enjoyed herself... nw is my turn to save for wat i want... many say sure no problem de with my high allowance... but gor he beri bad la... make me scared scared... but me is more excited than scared... haha...
calling it a day for nw...

2007-04-13T01:51:00.000+08:00

time flies... 1 wk le... haiz...
sip confirmed liao... LO is some1 frm IND de... will i realli be the onli mwc student there? i hope not... though chances are high...
went shoppin juz nw... supposed to go buy clothes de... but me end up go buy books... go lib borrow books... haha... a bit regret la... why last time nv go see more fashion stuff... nw go buy clothes... lost of sense liao... go see see... nice is nice... but like... hai... dun noe hw to say la... haiz...
goin shoppin another day liao... realli hv to...

2007-04-12T03:01:00.000+08:00

night sky is beautiful... really beautiful... i always like the sky before sunset and when it is all dark... maybe becos of the quietness around that makes me love it... i always wanted to fly into the sky during the evening(before sunset)... to look at things from another view... but i dun tink so it will happen so soon... nvm...
HEY! FRIENDS 衝突爭吵不休的日本
無論作什麼都懷抱著熱忱雖然說來意志不堅定
HEY! FRIENDS 勝的一方與敗的一方要如何辨別呢？
追求中夢想的尾巴必須用雙手來捕捉
街角的LONELY GIRL (You're Shinning Star)
無處可去的YOUNG MAN (Never Give Up, Give Up)
大家都在追尋生存的意義疲於奔命在黑夜中
FRIENDS 再一次 FRIENDS 要不要試著相信自己？
像是無法壓抑般地夢想是會實現的
FRIENDS 緊緊相繫 FRIENDS 對流淚的昨天說GOOD-BYE
出生在相同時代的我們
只要將手伸出我就在這裡
HEY! FRIENDS 這些那些經歷種種挫折
在這世間多少就能迎向更堅強的自己嗎？
HEY! FRIENDS 今日就不要說謊笑著渡過吧？
即使偶爾犯錯跌倒也得自己站起來
笨手笨腳的BAD BOY (You're Shinning Star)
尋覓戀情的LADY (Never Give Up, Give Up)
只因為些許的不同就無法契合人與人之間
FRIENDS 在今晚 FRIENDS 要不要懷抱夢想？
雖然有一堆難以辦認的煩惱
FRIENDS 一起 FRIENDS 向憎恨的世界說GOOD-BYE
讓我們邁向心中描繪的明天吧
總有一天一定會到達的
We can change the world
We make a brand new day
FRIENDS 再一次 FRIENDS 要不要試著相信自己？
像是無法壓抑般地夢想是會實現的
FRIENDS 緊緊相繫 FRIENDS 對流淚的昨天說GOOD-BYE
出生在相同時代的我們
只要將手伸出我就在這裡

Hey! friends by Fujiki Naohito
it is a jap song... nice lyrics... meaningful i would say... catchy tune too...

2007-04-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

still in sick mood... one side block nose... one side running nose... throat pain... slight cough... good one! end of the day... do congrats me as i have to bear with this for 2 months... 2 bloody months... i knew it! damn it! i should not have fall sick! but too bad... nvm...
saw my SIP company le... Accenture! juz as i told dad i am expecting another company... i am given Accenture! woohoo... a famous company wor... haha... i know people went to HP, law firm, NTU and some unknown company... but nvm... wherever we are... we shall work hard together and finish this semester together as MWC from TP...
I managed to see a bit of stuff also... they are lookin for 3 IND students actually... best will be IND la... but mi is MWC de wor... so when i go there... will there be like i am the onli MWC student?? will i be the onli one representing MWC? hope not wor... the feeling is like uncomfortable... haha... looking forward to SIP now... working hours... 8.30-5.30... workin area?? commonwealth... gosh... tat's like... FAR! after work... have to tink of ways to go to J's place... he needs me badly... tat's wat he says yesterday... (glad that he likes me.. haha... was looking forward to see him everyday also... time with him was fun... ) J is juz my other god-bro... he is my di-di ok?? dun bully him... haha...
off to sleep soon i guess... time not early liao... suddenly beri hot sia... why ar??

2007-04-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

as fans(haha... a gd way of saying...) would know... my last entry was dedicated to my dearest friend... i know she muz hv forgotten me after she touch down... wat a gd friend she is... haha... msg her n she nv reply... nice friend dear... ^.^
from last post... u might hv know... i am sick... yes... had a terrible block nose last few days... nw i am dwn with a sore throat and slight cough... (sore throat?? serve me right lor... eat more chocolate and potato chip ya??) haha... but i believe things shld be ok soon... lotta water nw for me... mum gonna make noise bout me finishing the whole kettle of water i guess... =[
juz finished watching HERO and GTO... HERO was a bit boring... but the ending is like unexpected... GTO is a nice one... learnt a lot of lessons from it... being a good teacher... is not one who only teach well... in fact so what if u can teach well?? but dun understand the kids?? so wat if u maintain the teacher and student relation only in class and out of class become strangers?? i hope to be like GTO... i wana be a GTD... ^.^ be it in class or out of class... i hope to maintain a friendship relation with the students... i want to understand them and do wat i can for them... and not juz help them in their studies... i'll be working towards it... haha... better go prepare stuff for tml... haiz... sian...

2007-04-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

a pain in the nose again... yes... hate tat feeling... but.. nothing can be done... =[ if one side is pain... it might be a torture... both side pain... haha... more than torture liao...
went to send my dearest P off juz nw... plane flew at 7.45pm... met her at ard 2?? went airport crap a bit... made a few friends there... her friends... juz wana tell P... friend... 7 days... enjoy k?? dun miss me... and also... the 2 of us know we care for each other... onli we dun say out... watever we say to each other... is a way of caring.... the meaning is like... when u say u dun care... i know u care... rite?? tat's wat we always do... hence... i assure u... i am not angry at the resturant... ok la... angry for unable to 'fight' back ba... haha... sometime is like i realli dun noe wat to say to reply u... u know?? haha... but do enjoy tat precious 7 days of urs... dun get urself lost, dun lost ur wallet, ur passport, ur air tix... and most importantly... MY KANGEROO!!!! a small baby kangeroo weighin less than 10kg muz be more than 5kg hor... u better bring back k?? if not... haha... and do bring back good memories k?? cos this 7 days hard to get for ur case... muz cherish and treasure... and dun 4get to bring ur brain and mind back... waiting to see hw u look like with a brain and a piece of mind... (not many pieces of mind... this is turf... cos u already started losing pieces of ur mind at the airport.. so... ya... all the best ya??) haha...
was tokin to my new friends on the way home juz nw... tokin hw bad P was... haha... hw P bully me... and all the craps we did... haha... dun kill me for this P... i know u will... so i better go hiding before you are back... haha...
no handsome pilots seen... oh sad... poor me... spend so long there... then c no handsome guys... but we did took the skytrain and found the definition for airbus!!! haha... this is a joke known onli to P and her friends hu were there... haha... bt if curious... then pm me in msn n i might tell u... haha...
goin hiding for now... muz find gd place to hide b4 she's back... ^.^

2007-04-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

my last update was when?? lazy to check... but nvm... here i am to update...
went to find Mr. Wong on Saturday... he was cute... as usual... though i admit... it is a fact that i hvn been to c him for the past few years... (about 2 yrs ba) that's a long time... haha... he is one of the best instructors... in fact... i juz realised that becos of him... we, the woodwind, went on strike for 2 whole years... before we settled down on an instructor... imagine that... haha... no matter good or bad... the instructor came and go within 2 weeks... that's our power... yeah! as i did not bring my instrument there... i felt super duper uneasy... seeing pple blow dizi in fact hear is enough to make me goes why didn't i bring?? hai... nvm... i know there is next time de... haha...
Sunday was my cousin's wedding... it was quite a funny thing to me... not going to say much about it here as it is history... wanted to post a few pics here... but lazy... yup... hardly chat with my cousins seriously speaking... chatting with sis more than anyone else... haha,,,
today... an uninvited guest visited me... perhaps he was invited by me somehow or another... my asthma... came again... lasted throught the whole damn evening till now... lungs seem not to have enough of air... gasping and gasping... the last time i had the attack was not that bad at all... i hope it will go off soon... perhaps after a good sleep?? i am tired... seriously physically tired... i can feel it... all the syptoms are back... giddy... backache... time to do something le... i know... will take care de...
take care people!

2007-03-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

first and foremost... my apology to all hu tink i can make it for the interview... it is a screwed up... throughout the whole interview... my eyes nv fail to get popped out... too mani unexpectred stuff le la... hai... sad... if any lec is reading this entry... this is a request from ur student here... pls let me stay in sch for another 2 yrs... let me get myself fully prepared ba... b4 u send me off for SIP... will thank you beri much de...
post a penpal search on one webby and the response was like... wah... immediate... so far 3 responses... with the additional 2 which i look for myself... plus the one i currently having... 6 penpals from 4 different countries... Taiwan... Ghana... Korea... Canada... of the 6... 3 are snail mails... 3 are emails... more comin in i guess... ^.^
bringing kidney, heart, liver to see mr wong on sat... to show i gt kidney, liver,heart de... haha... he was saying i dun hv those stuff... lol...
P is sick... muz tc wor... take plenty of rest... sis is sick also... =[ hai...
V reminded me of the crab-bie ans... the ans is black crab lor... red crab die liao hw to walk?? lol...

2007-03-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

the good and bad of studying in tp... is tryin to see how prepared you are... bad thing is u might be too shocked to do anything... good thing is train us to get prepared...
yup... i fully understand the bad point... juz onli... imagine u are going for an interview bt was onli told to u today... hw prepared will one be?? somemore... the company is not a small tom dick or henry sort of company... a high class working place... in Raffles place area de... i dun noe if this is meant to be a more stressing fact or an honoured fact... it is a real good company... therefore... i promised i will take it seriously and do my 2000% best for the interview... i would seriously thank the in-charge for giving me such a good opportunity to be in such a good company... tml is the day to prove if i can make it... push my life to another high point... wish me luck...
gotta admit... i am not fully prepared... company info reading incomplete... interview stuff... questions nt beri prepared... clothing is prepared liao... no bag to carry！！！！ siao liao lor... tml wakeup early go dig dig liao... where got sell ar?? anyone? hai... better go for my beauty sleep...need it badly... dun wan later say sorry to all cos i fail the interview... ^.^

2007-03-26T02:37:00.000+08:00

juz abit of update b4 i go for my beauty slp... haha...
laptop is back finally... miss it badly... haha... but hv to thx jie for taking care of it... very well kept wor...
was asked for some nonsense interview to be held in sch... when n which company??dun ask mi... cos i also wan to know... but dun noe... haha... expected to know soon i guess...
been doin a bit of planning... at least a bit of stuff done after my lappy's back... not sure if i can change the blogskin b4 sch start... nw is in the designing stage... expect it to be a nice one... haha... but of cos hv to see mani things la... hai... now me is doin things bit by bit...
was watchin fang yang de xing xing... nice... not bad...
realised these few days... i am startin to hv some nonsense questions... haha... those qian bian ones... and it is becos of these qian bian questions... jie chased me out of her hse... haha... preventing me and gor to get together to make her colder... haha... maybe not a bad idea to hv a section here... once in a blue moon i will come up with one and let u pple guess... ^.^
start off... red crab and black crab... which one can walk faster?? (answer in nxt post... tink bout it wor...)

2007-03-21T03:03:00.000+08:00

long time no blog... thxs to my new comp in my room... =[ yup... i've got a new comp in my room... sharing it with my dearest sis... and so far i am the only one using... hehe... (cos my lappy hvn return...) =p soon ba...
found a job bt quit after a day... a few reasons... but doubt so will want to say it here... ask me in msn if u r interested... jie, v and p know... haha... actually tat day i dun feel like tokin de... but then v ask le... then me is like shit... shld make myself apper offline... at least can hv peace... cos tat time mind was realli... confused... but maybe it is gd also la... tok to her... then tink should explain to p... jie is becos later she ask me out for lunch then suddenly surprised her... like no gd lor... hehe...
finally i am really starting to get myself prepared for my trip... yipee... though still looking for job... but right nw... i am tryin to 'trick' money into coming here.. haha... hw i am goin to do tat... shhh... cannot say la... lol... later money know liao hw?? i die rite?? but the thing is the owner know le... cos i always do tat de ma... haha...
o ya... went to watch music and lyrics with s... nice show... though cant catch the words... pple luff we luff... haha... bt y we dun noe... tat day i dun noe is wat's happening lor... cos we go buy the popcorn request for mix... she give sweet... as i cant take sweet stuff... (too sweet makes me puke...) i stop after eating like more than 1/2 of it?? actually is we shared de la... so when the popcorn reach like 1/2 i stop liao... then after tat we wan go buy the jap. balls... asked for octopus de... she gave one mixed de... (mixed as in octopus and prawn...) nice one... but nvm la... had a nice day out with s... ^.^ and bought my books too... haha... 2 at one go... yipee... will read them soon... one already finish reading le... hehe... cos more of pictorial bk la... maybe will stop buyin books for a while... save to go... then go buy... haha... cheaper... planning in process... intending to go at least 6 days... haha... ^.^
o ya... hapi bird day gor... this time no pressy cos hvn think of wat creative things to make yet... haha... juices running out... cos few bird-day in a month kills me...
mum bird-day... had a hard time planning for it also... nearly had war with sis... =x hai... anyway over le... no war... lol...

2007-03-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

another slpless night last night... mind was off to results for today... hence did not catch any winks... =[ juz as i managed to go to lalaland... at ard 6-7am, dad and mum dragged me out by their converstaion... a kitten managed to enter my house and made its way to dad's room... licked on dad's hand to wake him up... mum return from her brisk walking then... the rest is history le lor... after they both managed to sleep... i tot i be able to slp till the nxt day... ard 8-9 am... sis woke me up by her doramon song... on so loud... then nvm... tok to dad also beri loud... drag me out of lalaland... lucky dad went out very soon later... but the thing nv end... i receive a call later juz to realise it is wrong number... i am super duper fed up liao... slpt at 4 plus in the morning... got woke up every hr or so... GOD... HELP ME!!! know if tonite dun wan slp enuff tml sure die de... =[

2007-03-13T02:22:00.000+08:00

had a terrible night last night... seriously... did not manage to slp till 4 plus 5 like tat... mind was somewhere else... juz dun wan to slp... wahaha... then 7am... wake up liao... hai... went back slp after a while... 9am... phone call to wake me up... wahaha... eye damn pain lor... realli is to make me feel more shiok sia... but this time no longer muscle pain liao... cos went too much le... so will onli feel like wan to die like tat... hai... tat's y i nv go for the drum training juz nw... (skip mani training le... feel bad... guilty...) tonite anymore slpless nite?? better not wor... kill me if there is... and pls... tml hopefully my sis friend dun wan call early in the morning...
had a sudden feel tat me not gonna slp last nite... will happen again tonite??
still looking for job at the moment... any gd lobang do intro... thxs...
juz found i hv something new on my body... something nt so gd de new thing... nt sure if u people notice this... but i've gt a tumor on my right hand little finger... this had been with me since sec sch?? nw... this little tumor gt a new friend... on my right leg... small one... bt i suspect my little finger de is increasing its size at the moment... looks bigger than last time... maybe my eyes gt prob ba... bt for sure my leg gt a new one poping up... wont see a doc unless there's a nid... tat's the doc say de... unless me wan take it out or it causes any pain... then go c him... one reason cos the tumor on my finger de is at my joint ma... if operate on it will cos many prob like cant bend it for a long period of time... etc... so... for the time being if nt pain no feeling or watever... i will nt go c doc... bt situation sure nids to monitor... looks big seriously...
time to go slp liao... hope no more slpless nite... cos it is beri torturing... whole body tired... bt mind dun wan rest... =[

2007-03-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

fully understand the meaning of feeling the pain happily... haha.. for no reason... i am feeling pretty happy or rather enjoying the stiffness of my body... is it because long time nv feel like tat le?? long enough for me to suspect i am numb? this stiffness of body occurs after a week of improper rest... yes... less than 1/4 of a day is spent on sleeping over a few nights... meaning about 12hrs of slp for 48 hrs?? something like tat la... but i am glad i did something crazy.. haha... the craziest thing ever... not to say anything here at the moment... meant to be a surprise... haha...
was glad i had the few friends yesterday... had a nice time with them... though feel bad that made them come all the way to my place... bt we did enjoy ourselves... haha... though we are quite disappointed about something... but that does not spoil our mood totally... juz wana tell u people... was glad to hv u as friends... no matter hw hard things goes on in life... juz the tot of yesterday makes me smile and want to carry on cos i wana hv more of this sort of things with u people...
really hv to thxs baby... he was always there when i needed him... he nv fails to make me smile no matter hw bad the day was... he was the one hu made me cant even "sa jiao" a bit... i sa jiao onli he will try to make me smile liao... wahaha...
anyway... bought my vcd liao... woohoo!!! so far the cheapest... 29.50... haha... ok la... mi go watch show liao...
last sentence to end... feeling happy to feel the pain as it tells me i am not dreaming...

2007-03-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

well well... had a nt so gd day... =[
tinking... why do i have the courage to confess my love for him... but nw... cant tell people he hurt me badly?? but now i tell myself... maybe it is a good thing to know i felt hurt... at least i know he weighs alot in my heart... not onli him.... but her also... both stepped on my unhealed wounds... that's pain... but i am juz glad that i felt and know wat's hurt... btw... the he and the second he is 2 diff. people... the people u care for most hurt u most...
went w/o lappy for 2 days le... so far so gd... thxs jie... u gave me a chance to see hw i survive w/o my lappy... it seems to be impossible at the beginning... but things juz got better as days goes by... phew.. at least i know 1 day w/o lappy wont kill me... i nid nt really nid to lie dwn to surf the web... bt of cos... hv to thxs sis for lending me her pc... haha... thxs wor...
had been watchin a game about love... nice one... goin to get the vcd for all i care man... bt ex wor... =[ bt nvm i will get it still... haha...
something to do on hand nw... as in during the hols... as to wat it is... erm... leave it as an unknown ba...
hols... something i nt sure if i shld like it or hate it... watever it is... juz hope things be ok for me and everyone during this period ba...
**last sentence dun ask me wat the hell it is... cos i seriously dun noe... though i wish i know...**
ending this post with my last line... too many happenings in life is no gd for a gal like me... =[

2007-03-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

yipee! end of yr 2 for me liao! woohoo!!! yeah! ended on fri actually... haha...
overall... papers were too... for a slacking gal like me... dun hope much... can pass can liao... maybe my plane is resting too long le... the mood and enthu all gone before exams... =[
went to career fair juz nw... so-so... saw my primary school teacher... haha... long time no see her le... wanted to go back during cny de... but ended up... u know i know la... haha
met up with the 4A guys last nite @ mdm pua's house... was @ orchard initally... wanted go kino buy books... (urge super strong ma... so went there c c also la...) then suddenly hl called me ask me if i am goin... i was like huh? go where? lol... reach her place at 8 plus coming to 9... onli gal there when i entered... hl say cos mi 1/2 boy ma... wahaha... okok accept the fact tat mi is 1/2 boy... fact entered and accepted... =] started to play poker... ok... i dun noe the games at first... so a was teaching us (hl, mdm pua and mi) a nice way of teaching tat got us up very fast... i won 3 rounds in total... can say the most rounds win when i was there... ^^ but yet i lost about 5 bucks... thanks to... next time realli dun wan play with him liao... wahaha... big stake involved... the most exciting round then... haha... cos all of us were so confident tat we will win... so we go with him... but ended up... he won 30 over in 1 round... wahaha... poor pocket... but still i had hell lots of fun... able to c those peep there... some changes quite big... some like no diff. anice gathering... haha...

2007-02-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday game was... KILLING! i am injured damn badly liao... juz hope tml game would be a better one...
did i mention about my 10th anni friendship with s?? come to tink of it... quite a few of them wor... not onli s... lf.. d... lf... lq... haha... lf, lf n lq are sis... one day muz tell them... haha... know all of them since primary 3... closest contact was the l family n s... so to celebrate the 10 anni... s andi have plan something... woohoo! looking forward to it... but muz save up first... work to save... haha... this holiday will be working... as wat?? i dun noe yet...
found a new habit... going online see the time the plane flies... haha... come to conclusion after looking for a while... some planes fly very on time de... some plane wait long long still last call de... so wan take muz take plane that long long still last call de... haha... more worth ma... can see mei nu and shuai gei longer... lol...
had a taste of dad's phone's life... cos he nv bring hp out yesterday... so no ways of contacting him... no choice and i hv to entertain the calls... some people beri funni de... told them nv bring phone liao... they can ask me any ways to contact him?? how to?? page someone with no pager?? or sms to someone whose phone is at home?? some also beri cute... he gt 2 numbers hor?? ya... bt so wat?? no phone gt 2 numbers... u tink u can get through him?? hai... funni people... end up i hv to act smart... (dun nid act la... i am smart most of the time le... hehe... ^.^) divert all the calls to my hp... end up hai...
nice rain... cool n nice... lovin it!
back to sads... really SAD! =[

2007-02-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

tml is the time for the game to start... another new round... i've come thus far... i should carry on de... cos i know i can head to the other level de... but for this time... i feel no confidence at all... why?? due to the semi round before this final round?? i guess so ba... time for me to fly high and well ba... let the past nights be an useful ones...
swen... shitty shit... last chap is... too much memorizing work for me le... brain bursting anytime...
sssd... the web service and socket... sucky suck....
sads... so far the most okay mod for me... ^.^
tain.. dun tok about it man! nutin done...
so all in all good luck to me ya??
recevie a long awaited letter... finally arrived... cant believe it... it went to India before coming to me... haha... from Canada to India then to Singapore.... can i be the letter?? can fly here fly there... not bad wor... bt the journey like beri long lor... took 2-3 mths... but glad it is back to me... hehe...

saw this dell guy... handsome... came my house to repair computer juz nw... bt he beri cute lor... do till sleep... hahaha... know he tired la... bt still find it funny... =p not sure when will see him again...maybe no more chance le ba... cos the computer nt mine... is dad's customer de... =[
nvm... concentrate on studies first ba... 4 days to end of battle... =[

good luck to all friends... let's chiong and fight! ^.^

2007-02-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

hapi cny to all!!
the long awaited study break is here... wat it means?? holiday is near too! yipee yipee ya ya! of cos exams comin also... sian... but nvm... ^^ the stupid mp stuff is quite done up... as in our groupings... haha... of cos la... then u tink wat?? exams come first wor... haha...
this yr cny less ang pow... dun noe y... shld be getting more de ma... last yr had so mani people wedding... hai... but nvm la... my gor hvn give me yet... haha... =p
met jie juz nw... went a bit of shopping for sis bird-day prezzy... saw the j-star new album... wahaha... best liao... say bye bye to my money in my wallet soon... after exams... haha...
went for lunch with P the day before at vivocity... one of the jap. resturant... no more second time for us... i swear... services is... everything we have to ask for it though we ordered le... but the tea ios foc de... haha... spent less than 20 bucks there... but wat's the point?? service suxs big time... hai...
wasn't feeling very well these few days... hai... muz tc le... i know... but... hai... no but la hor??
no mood to study actually... suddenly feeling beri hot... y ar??
o ya... juz remembered... children nowsaday know road safety ma??does they really know?? cos i saew a kid injured prettyt badly in a car accident after meeting jie... it is at the traffic light there wor... i dun tink is the vechicle de wrong ba... i believe it could be the kid running out suddenly then the vechicle too fast to respond... imagine if the kid dun run out, the vechicle dun ride too fast... maybe all this can be prevented... in fact i saw another worst incident the other day on the expressway... car hit the motorcycle.. the driverflung out of the motorcycle... flat on the floor in a pool of blood... hai... people now is trying to do things fast... but nv tot of wat happen next... exchanging life for time... time to reflect le people... worth it or not?? time more worth? life more worth? i dun noe... wat u tink is most rite... ^^

2007-02-14T00:49:00.000+08:00

all rite... here i am after mia for some time...
plane is flyin despite engine goin down anytime nw... **danger** but wat to do?? if dun fly... how to reach destination on time?? engine on nose like not fitted well... keep wantin to run... engine on forehead like overheat... hai... i dun nid say... u people shld know la hor...
last wk french was gd... at least it was over... this wk was the last wk... gd thing also... =]
thurs gt presentation... sian... dad n 'cher say mi speak beri fast... how ar?? if dun slow down i tok for 7mins liao... i slow... sure tok for 10mins de... then he will press bell chase me away... wahaha...
nt sure will be goin for sip or nt sia... hope will nt go.. then can go nxt sem ma... hehe... do mp first better... but doubt so gt this sort of chance for me... =[
time flies... 3 yrs past by le... hmm... valentine's here anyway... hapi valentine day everyone! enjoy the day with ur loved ones wor,,, haha,,, mi gonna spend the day with someone i like also... like tat person more than i likeanyone esle... and that person will be.... myself... haha... muz love myself b4 others can love me ma... lol... tml goin to treat myself gd gd... haha...
in order to treat myself gd gd... first step is gd gd slp... lol... gd luck to all my friends hvin their exams tml... =]

2007-02-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

time to update...
mani things happened within few days... unexpected...
saturday... troupe ann. went to chinatown point to perform... as last wk did not attend training, the troupe ann. i am not involve greatly... onli play instrument... no dragon no nothing... good also la actually... practice ma... then went eat steamboat... haha... the best part of the day... gt 2 la... one at chinatown... haha... cy is learning french... mi also learning french... then lt ask us to say 1 line... both say the same line... at the same time with no plans de... the first line we said was... je m'appelle hahahaha.... which means i am hahahaha... lol... the second best was that we actually ask our senior to cook for us for the steamboat... cos we ladies dun noe hw to c if it is cook or nt... bt the thing is that... despite this... ur friend here confirm ate some uncook food... and is perfectly fine the nxt day! ^^ this shows hw healthy i am... hw strong i am... haha...
french speaking test... wahaha... one word... DIE... our topic was on hotel reception... n we decided to add in a few stuff from other topics... like resturant... asking for directions... i dun noe where the guts i gt to ask 'cher if can see paper... wahaha... bt can tell that i am nervous lor... say like one piece one piece de... plus mani errors... wahaha... preparing to re-take le... gd luck to me...
had been a gd gal this 2 days... went lib to do assignment... haha... wireless@sg nt as gd as i wish... great disappointment... bt is free de... so hw much shld i expect?? tml will stick back there... hope tml will get a chair, a table and a power plug nearby... dun wan seat at the sofa there le... leg numb... =x

2007-02-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

here i am again to update.... long time no update... busy week la... assignmentsdue and everything... sian
gt assignments due tml... n me is happily declare: hvn finish... haha... sian sia... stupid survey.... make me waste time making it... sorry to all whom i disturb... my apology... and thank you once again... thank you for helping... was thinking if can hit 50 by tonight or nt... looks impossible le... gt 45 me happy le... short of a few more to hit 35 actually... http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=544783236539 for people who wan help me... thank you... and o... thank you my promoters... hehe...
french skit... sian... hvn translate yet... plus nid to memorize... hw sia?? tues is it le wor... n i hvn even do anything yet... siao liao...
SWEN nearly killed me today... but i outwit it... hence i survived... haha...
cmsk... hai... dun say le... nv know i can shake till... unbelievable ya?? cos mi shld be steady de... bt end up... nvm... hope on the actual day i will be steady ba... ^^
time flies like nobody business sia... january came and go... now comes february... one short 31 days month can have so many happenings... believe it?? hai...
anyway... i juz wana tell S... you are sure a coward... nv seen a coward like u b4... dun like some1 yet pretend to like tat person... dun dare to tell the person how you feel... coward...
and to all whom i had been complaining to... about hw stress i am... perhaps u people might nt believe it... bt i am realli stressed to a level that sometime i dun noe wat in the world i am doing... i may look relaxed sometime... watching show and everything... bt i am really stressed... fully stretched... the plane i had... faced so many problems now... how many more days it will go before the engine dies?? i dun noe... plane is still at the parking lot... hvn fly... i know i shld fly it soon... bt my minds and everything... the weather is not with me now... hw to fly?? hai...
tml will be a better day ya??

2007-01-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

long time no here to blog... hai... this period a busy period... cant blame... busy slping... haha... skipped lec. for a few days le... hai... damn tired... after 9 hrs of slp daily i still feel like slping... shitty shit! but nvm... sat's coming... i am gonna be a piggy... ^^
too many things happen durin the past days also... maybe tat's y i so... ba... mum and dad is like forcing me to house-cleaning... but my mind all at exams and assignments... wahahaha... how ar?? sis askin me do this do tat for her... every1 in the hse is kinda affectin my mood to study le... plus... i find certain things are different from the past... as in... no longer as close as we were in the past... someone facing the same problem asking me to act smarter... wth?? tat person has the saem problem and knows hw it feels... yet tat person is teaching me the lesson... dun tink tat person gt the rite to say anything rite?? hai... nuttin to say...
fallin in love with fruitella... wahaha... everyday 2 pack w/o fail le... tml getting more... haha... me siao liao i know...
CNY coming... so no mood... hai... sian sian sian... will tml be a better day?? hope so ba... tml go sch for TAIN and then see see wan go cool dwn somewhere or nt or come hme see books... do assignments... hai...
o... btw... tat interview... better dun say le... cos it suxs... wear so formal there for wat sia?? i also dun noe... i wan to know too... but end up is talkin cock session la...
ok la... goin to bed liao... tml afternoon class though... bt tired body need rest... haha...

2007-01-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

alright... dun worry bout me k?? for those who knows what happen... haha... so wat if we were "best friends"?? the thing is she does not know hw to appreciate people... she's e one hu wana break all's bonds with sec. sch friends... go ahead... i cant stop u... but i will support u somehw... cos i know this is not onli for ur own gd bt also for the rest of ours... if u tink u can be the onli one hu can "dun like" or find others problematic.. then i hv to tell u honestly... as a friend... we have been bearin u and accepting u as hu u r for the past 4 yrs... since u choose to get out of my life... ok... bye... hope things be fine with u... hope u found wat u call real good friends... juz hope u dun get into any trouble (which is pretty high possible).. watever it is... gd luck and all the best to u and ur future... remember... u chose this path... dun regrets end of the day... when u face problem dun come tokin to me... i will do as wat u think... will not be there for you anymore...
thxs P... love u... thxs for informing me... thxs for tinkin in my shoes... thxs for understanding... we shall be PHD for nw... or u wan DHP also can... lol...
supposed to go airport on friday... want go c airplanes ma... end up went to another place... the cargo... lol... took wrng bus twice... supposed to go V place de bus-stop to take bus de... ended up at bedok interchange... nvm.. can take 24 rite?? happily board another bus... end up at the changi airport cargo house... nice one... end up hear the sea cries and see the planes... nice scenary... will plan something important for someone there soon... once things at my side is confirmed and settled... i will go n plan something i swear will make XXX goes crying... hahaha... i knwo u will de friend... gonna be unforgettable for u soon... haha... bt nt sure if it is gonna be confirm cos mi nid mani resources la... nvm can find easily de... hehe...

2007-01-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

lesson learnt today... never under-estimate urself... haha... i came up with a very gd explanation... something i nv expect myself to come out with... was tellin my friend wat i am doin currently... (erm... i guess P knows rite??) anyway... juz to show u hw well i put things into words ya...
my life = airplane... me = pilot/captain of the plane... for now... i am like unsure where i am bringin this airplane of mine to... throughout the journey... i met mani storms... mani technical problems... with the current situation of no other pilots around... i hv the full control of this plane... bt nw... i dun noe where this plane goes... so i've decided to land somewhere... add fuel to allow me to carry on with my flight... add more than enough fuel to overcome the weather... (but not too much... if nt later nt safe landing... then die...) stoppin to check and ensure everything is ok... beforei carry on... and plan my route well...
well said?? haha...
was watching some show... then saw hw gd those buddies was... though is onli a show... bt... still i c le i cried... cos i am nt sure if i am able to meet a grp of them... like in the show... juz as i tot i found mine in SDP... things turned sour nw... S is changing... realli hope things will be fine...
nuttin much to say... worryin for nxt wk stuff... hope things get well... and better... n may my plane flies high soon... realli love the feel of flying... but when will i be takin the airplane (e real one in airport)?? soon??or later?? hai.. hope is asap ba... so... pple involved do know wat to do ar?? haha...

2007-01-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

was tinking a lot yesterday... was tinking wat a joke things are now... wat's n where's my future?? which industry?? am i doin something i like? out of sudden things in front was so damn blur... where in exact ami heading to in life?? i dun noe and is still trying to find out... something might happen and change my life for good.. i dun noe if it will happen or nt... n i dun noe if i want it to happen or nt... hope will hv sometime tinking over tis...
was with my super duper friend juz nw... tok a lot... had fun and everything... most importantly... we had a heart-to-heart tok with each other... the 2 of us are... after 15 days in the same class... and 1 whole year in same school... we still maintain such a good contact... she's realli one of the few people in my life that can enter my heart and search things from there... knowing her in my life... is already enough... though SDP may not SDP any more... due to some reasons... bt DP will always be DP... remember friend... i'll be there for you when u nid me... no matter where u are in the future... we hv plans 4 e future 2gather... so let's nt be friends... bt be best buddies ya?? ^^

2007-01-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

my apology for mia for so long... not wat i want de... bt is forced by something somehw...
my current msn nick: I am so fragile... seeing rainbow all over my body this few days...
i am not tryin to be... maybe the real situation is best known by me... wearin a jacket in sch to hide those nonsense of mine... back home wearing jeans to cover those rainbows... haha... mum and dad knows about my hands... but doubt so they know bout my leg... and yes... let me juz declare something... MY KNEES ARE ONCE AGAIN INJURED... and i am PROUD to say... this is the first time both knees got it at the same time... haha... for those who are not aware of what happen to this idiot here... here's the most suay (and i swear it is gonna be the most suay thing in my life ba... cant compared to the last day of 2006 also... )
friday... went to school for a 3hr class... rained... and expected... jam.... went buy lunch @ some place... order some finger food... pulled the stupid satay sticks out... poke hand... tot nuttin big ma... so ignore... 1/2 way thr... saw blood... know nt rite le... check... is that pathetic part... check the plastic bag... kao no problem wor... no hole no nuttin... but my hand gt hole... =[ situation does nt help when i was late for class by 1/2hr...
sat... went out with dad and sis... happily go... then all thxs to a bus... i fall flat on my face... so ended up hand and leg injured... bleedin... blue black... wore jacket and jeans... (jacket cos suddenly feel cold... dun ask me y... cos dad and sis were pretty ok with the temperature... but i am not...) wat happen?? jeans ok... no hole... jacket ok... no hole... but my hands gt mani holes... and it is still pain till today!!!leg nt tat bad... little blood lost... bt blue black... kao...
sun... help dad look for something... open drawer... drawer cut me... well done... everything so against me... story yet complete...
today... put file... also get cut...
u all say lor... nt rainbow... then is wat?? hai...
anyway... if the above stated de to all is not enough... then let me add something ba... bt this in my view is pretty serious... my reaction is nt responding fast le... meanin it is slowing down... something no gd... seniors pointed out to me during practice mani times... nt sure if i am tired or wat... hopefully it is... then... i seriously tot it is nuttin... maybe it is their own view... but recently i myself also find it... like dad ask me read card number... i know i see the number... bt i juz take more than a few seconds for it to come out of my mouth... this feeling is pretty eerie... hope i be ok soon ba... actually this was one of the reasons why i suddenly tot of shld i realli go for OSIP or nt also... perhaps i should look on the brighter side of life and hope after the CNY (which is my break) things will get back to normal...
i am tinking... is it because i am nw tokin lesser hence reaction is slower?? makes no sense rite?? hai... i am indeed tokin lesser nw... nt sure if any1 feels it... with the exception of smeone... i can hv the 100% she feel i am hu i am in the past... cos in front of her i am always, still the talk so much de gal... haha... realli went shoppin with her on last wed. real shoppin... like mad sia... walkin into so mani shops and tryin on so mani clothings... bt end up me nv get anything... gt reasons de... spotted a few nice ones... bt is either no color... if nt is buttonoff or dirty... sian... better luck nxt time ba... bt had a nice time with her... thxs jie... ^^ hope can go shpin with u again soon...

2007-01-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

things dun look gd for me... =[
start off the day late... maybe due to training for 2 days no enuff rest... so rest extra today... stared at codes for like a long long time... don't know where and what goes wrong... went out with dad to help out... and who knows... the pc gt prob... and mind u is a brand new one... so... nvm... took back see see lor... then continue staring at codes... suddenly remember the osip thingy... quick quick do... then realise something nt rite... siao liao... by the time found out is 10++ coming to 11 le... shitty shit! later waking up early to do it le la...
stress nw... someone staring at me in her sleep... wahaha... n she does has the talent to be an actress... by the way she sleep... like model sia... haha... better dun tok so much here... cos i know she does read my blog also de... so... shhhhhhhh.... for now... wan to know more ask mi online ba... haha...

2007-01-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

alrite time to update a bit...
went to gym on fri... after a long long break... last time went was likebirdy day tat time ba... anyway... the feel of going back to gym was like... woohoo... nv know i get excited over it also... haha... was kinda excited bout it on friday in sch and on the way... haha... maybe i am more serious nw... nt wantin to let the other people down and things like that... so... anyway... body aching like hell the moment i wake up... this gd sign?? maybe ma... but i learn a lesson... if going for gym session on friday... aim for threadmill or the boating or the cycling one can le... dun act smart go formuscle training... cardio for fri will be good... cos... sat gt training ma... imagine me back pain wor... then go for training somemore... settle le... nxt time fri let muscle rest... sat then work on it... fri morning goin gym again... nxt session shld be on wed. ba... since me nt goin sch then...
training was fun... drumming... wahaha... went there nt knowing any single shit... but thxs to my friends... hu spent their time teaching the stupid, slow gal... then the instrument part... okok onli ba... love the dragon most... long time nv touch le ma... then somemore... always like it la... haha... bt poor leg... later sure goin blue-black le... wahaha... =[ and being the middle one... i always without fail get confused de... head and tail diff. timing... wan jump and wait?? or wait then jump?? both ways will get saying from both side... and also get myself injured... hai... bt thxs to my seniors being beri attentive... notice i get my leg hit mani times le... ask me rest... hehe... (should be la... cos after a while he ask me rest... after 2 hits i think...)
wahaha... my fav. channel no show... sian 1/2... this means mi hv to go back to my coding if nt is swen for nw.. or CV??? hai... i also dun noe... onli know me beri sian... maybe slp?? haha... watever la.. ^^

2007-01-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

u might hv guess it rite... i did nt go to c the doc... haha... skip my tut and went slpin... though in pain... bt one second pain... so still nt tat bad... c no nid to c if it continues to be juz one sec. ^^
doin a reflection on everything i did everyday is nt easy... i had tried doing it for the past days... i tried to reflect on things i did well... and things i did nt... conclusion: hard to come up with did well de... maybe to me it is normal stuff ba... so even if it is good... will find it stupid to put it dwn... haha...
slack at home today... wanted to go gym... bt no mood... tml... i sure will de... after class... since i be in sch for like a short while... visit to the lib. is important too... a muz to do tml... sat. coming... can see some of my long time no see de friend le... woohoo!!! actually want go gym is gt reasons de... mi lazy... had nt been jogging regularly... so wan go for threadmill... run run abit... at least come practice time nt so bad... cos the dragon is made up of 12 people... (9 in the body, 1 for the ball, the other 2 is replacement for the head and tail) hw can i allow myself to spoil the other 11 people's hardwork?? so of course i muz work hard to build my stamina up... plus i am growing fatter... time to do something le... so during the break i did many things actually... re-organised my school time table... making sure i find no reasons to say no time for gym session... but one thing not good... my buddy nt joining me... she's busy... so no choice... off i go on my own ba... ^^
tml be a better day!!!! giving my best to all and living with no regrets... my new principle in life... a new day a new start new energy needed... time to recharge for tomorrow!!!!! yes!

2007-01-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

oh man! i cant take it any more le... damn it... it is not improving despite taking the bloody pills doc ask me to take EVERYTIME i go over... panadol... this is th second time so far i pop a pill down thxs to the pain.. i nearly hit the damn table in front of me during class... this time the pain does not last juz for a few minutes... it is no longer come and say hi bye tat sort of things le.. it came and say hey how are you... etc... stayed for more than 1/2hr before saying the most wanted to hear bye... breathing for me is no longer an easy task... deep breathing kills when pain arises... but normally when the pain comes... for some reasons or another... i will have to breathe deeply... i am sure going to the doc if things ain't well tml... spoil my plan for gym... shitty pain... get lost now!!!!
last nite was one of the worst nite i ever had... the choking feeling is making me feel death is near... when i dun tink it is... it is realli terrible... it made me realise how much fear i had bout death... i had the feeling that i might juz die in my slp one day... imagine front pain (chest) then back pain... all happen at one time... unbearable... tat's wat i would say... i know in some way or another... i am not fulfilling wat i said... i wanted all to see a better and well taken care de body... but rite now... realli dun noe wat is wrng with me...
anyway... i finally know hw powerful fate is... haha... went to sch this morning... didn't had my breakfast before stepping out of house... so took it at the tekka mall... was considering wana take or nt... saw bus went off le... so no point for me wait then go sch eat rite?? make myself more pain... so went to eat... nv bring bottle out today... so tinking wan buy drinks or nt... once again saw the bus goin off again... so ok lor... go buy drinks... come out... saw the bus AGAIN!!! was tinking unless i can fly if nt can't catch the bus de... i was wrong... cos i slow walk also can chase the bus... but the bus dun wan wait for me to finish walking... juz went off without me... no choice lor... wait for the nxt one... though at certain point of the bus it is crowded... i managed to see him... hehe... surprised... when i saw him i was like 1/2 dozing off soon... haha... but managed to be fully awake... if nt i know for sure overslp de... so thxs gor... make me awake... haha... actually overslp also nvm... cos today first class is lec... haha...
mani e-learning this wk... so if mani off-days for us... (tat's y tml can go gym if everything is ok... can go c doc if nt ok...) tml gt french... nt sure wan go or nt... was juz hoping body can take it... dun wan to hv the same thing today... knock table knock chairs de... esp. if i am at home... mum sure will... hai... may tml be a better day ba...
back to my japanese show on utube!!!! lol...

2007-01-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

my new year first post...
o gosh... feeling damn terrible... as if like i ate too fast juz nw.... bt i ate pretty slow le wor... kao... back a bit... wahaha... chest pain also gettin worst now... comes every single day without fail... last time could be due to luff too hard then get pain... now is like sit dwn onli for a while then kena le... worst is pain liao can't walk... can't breathe... alomost hv to stop my breathing... if nt will pain... kao...
anyway... the last day of 2006 was one of the suay-est day for me... trust me... i nv met such suay things to me... i guess nt even in my whole 18 yrs of life... let me juz start off by tellin wat happen at 7...
was online then... chattin with friends... cos he wana go clarke quay area countdown... then K was toking to me... telling me how bored he was at home... then suddenly gt urge go buy my last 2006 de bk... so friend saygo liang court de lor... cos not mani peep and things like tat... i hvn been to liang court de kino ma... and somemore... u know la... mi wan buy bks sure go kino buy de ma... so ask K out... long time no c wan use this chance to catch upwith him... so ask him meet at one of the lrt station... end up...i offline le then realise say wrng station... nvm... at most walk over meet him onli ma... met him le... then on the way tot of wat time kino closing... so went dwn to bugis de see see... closing at 10... so... i tinkin y nt go liang court de... we walk there lor... cos tat time 8++ onli... then... reach there... it is already 9.30 le la... guess wat?? closing at 9.30... went in grab a bk n came out liao... wahaha... no time to choose also... c n grab... then went over to the oub centre there... always like tat area... windy n nice... go there... kao no place sit... then suggested go the bumb boat cruise... as P is joining us... called her up n ask if ok with her... everything seems ok... went over get the tixs... n the last few tixs... was bought by 1 guy in front of us!!!!!!!! wah kao... we damn !#!%*&(^&** lor... went further dwn see see... start to drizzle before we even walk... cos we wana buy hope ma... so wait there... end up my jean button drop... kao... at this time somemore... like not bad enuff... walk there le... see many boats... of which some is empty de... mi is feeling worst of the worst... hai...
managed to watch the firework though... did something i would not hv done if i am alone with K... we were shouting out all our suayness in 2006 to the river... jokin bout the boats... and most importantly shouted the countdown... when all is beri quiet... we countdwn in mins... then in secs... haha... nice experience... i muz n will go for the cruise end of this yr... no matter wat!!!! nayway P missed the fun... too bad friend... end of this yr ba... ^^

2006-12-31T14:28:00.001+08:00

31 dec is here... would i say it is a long awaited one?? i dun noe... for the past 355 days... many things hapened... gd things... bad things... joyful time... sad time... will year 2007 be a better one? i wish i know... wat is install for mi in 2007?? 31 dec... a time for us to bid farewell to the past and welcome our future... ^^
ok... i hv no idea wat i am writing at the top... maybe becos i am too tired to know le ba... stressed out due to some stuff... hasn't been too well since sch sem started nt too long ago... maybe is stress ba... bt a new year means a better, well taken care of de body ya?? so... this will be in my new year resolution... ^^ will happen or nt is another thing le hor... haha...
went for my granny's birthday dinner last nite... the most un-awaited question 'bombed' at me... wahaha... i hv to admit mani of my cousins are already either married or they found the one... looks like mi (beside sis) is the not onli the youngest... but the poorest... seeing everyone in pairs... come to think of it i am also in pair ar.. my sis and i lor.. haha... we both is the best ma... we are known as the single pair...haha...
now... wat is wrng with utube?? i wana watch a show since last nite wor... loaded like 4X at least?? maybe shld go find the vcd and watch better rite?? maybe... bt i am proud to say... during a short 2 weeks... i watched 3 whole japanese series... 1 litre of tears... the antique cake shop... and attention please... japanese series nv fails to make me fill my bucket with tears... and also nv fails to allow mum to scold me siao... (luff a min.. and cry the nxt...) mani lessons were learnt from the shows... tat's y i am nw beri into jap. series... hehe...
sch startin in few days time... i would say this holiday is kinda gd... though nt enuff fun... nt enuff rest... bt so far this is the only one holiday i remember hvin so much of fun... chionging sooooo mani shows... learning soooo mani things...
a new year a new start... from tomorrow onwards... i shall start a fresh... ^^ happy 2007 to all!!!

2006-12-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

my current mood is... BAD... worst than any other days... shitty shit! thxs to someone whom i tot was a nice lady... ended up... she's a backstabber... wahahaha... dun mind one who stab u in the front.. bt i DO mind if u stab me badly at the back... mi is beri angry... seeing red like no other colors... been this red since the day i return frm cruise... bt today was the worst of the worst... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
got a shocking news this morning... tw had a bad earthquake last night... this was the reasons for the slow internet connection and everything... juz hope things are ok there... heard there be more quakes(aftermath quakes) coming... realli hope tw will be fine asap...
supposed to upload pics n videos... but... hehe... u know i know la... lazy dumb dumb... wan eat gum gum... haha.. (lame i know... abit copy night of the museum also... haha...)
in less than 1 hr time will be my best friend's birdy day... hapi birdy day wor... may all your wishes come true... and do hv a nice and unforgettable day... cos 18 comes once in ur lifetime... there wont be another 18 years birthday again... hehe... once again...
Dear Sharon.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

2006-12-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

belated x'mas to all... christmas was here n off it goes... hai...
i nv like christmas... cos it always a sign to say winter's over... no more cool weather like nw... no more windy nites... bt wat comes and will have to go... there muz be an end to something for another to start... wat goes up muz come dwn... so after this x'mas... hv to wait for the nxt one to arrive... tat's life ba...
went to watch night at museum... nice one... though i hv to admit i badly want to watch death note 2... bt no regrets on this... death note can watch with dad another day... hehe... the best of the best is... in the theatre itself.. gt this guy luff as if he knows the story liao... start the laughter first... wahaha... tink he read subtitle de... after he luff le then all the rest followed... wahaha... n he is like... hardly stop... nt say hard;y stop... but he is like first to luff last to stop... hahahaha...
finally collected my beloved christmas present... my laptop!!! haha... nice n cool one...
tink stop here first... tml then continue... maybe tml will upload the stuff i promised...

2006-12-23T00:48:00.000+08:00

my apologies for MIA for some time... reason: i am not in town... hehe...
so where in the world did i go?? i went for a cruise... yup... star cruise virgo... she's a big and nice ship... pretty steady (except if u are sitting at the resturants... tat was an earthquaking experience... haha... nv seen a plate jump b4 sia...) the crew on board are friendly and nice... (many shuai gei... woohoo...) photos will be up maybe at a later date ba... cos wana upload video de... bt due to some reasons... video gt problem... will solve the video problem then upload all at once... if nt troublesome... juz a brief stuff on wat we did...

day 1
went to vivocity to shop as we thought we were early... shop till nuttin to do le... made our way to the cruise centre... shocking... few hours b4 embarkment... people q liao... horrible rite?? nvm... joined the q anyway... when time to embark... some screwed up... different treatment from the crew... those paid more de go first... but i tink is quite reasonable lor... pay peanut expect peanut treatment ba... cant expect banana treatment right??
hop on to the ship and went for buffet... nice one... the food is yummy... after the long awaited dinner... went to see the tug boat... haha... actually is to enjoy the breeze la... then sis cute lor... she wana be the horn of the ship... haha... went to casino after settlin sis in the cabin... first trip to casino wor... haha... for one who nv been there b4 is an eye-opener... (actualli went b4 la... but nt realli mani people there playing... all is the staff there...)

day 2
woke up early early... breakfast @ one of the buffet resturant... went to gym after tat... small one... not as big as the one i always goes to... sad... =[ but nvm... did a bit of work out there... shiok... got a bit of rest b4 we head for lunch... haha... eat eat eat... tat's all we did most of the time... slack in cabin for some time b4 we disembark n off to kl we go... a bad one in kl... 5 hrs shoppin trip became less then 3 hrs... most of the time we see jams... hai... nvm... at least got some memories frm my last kl trip... i mean the memories flow by lor... haha... to keep me occupie while waiting for the jam to be cleared... the shoppin was a pretty rush one... hence nv buy anything back for myself... mum and sis bought... hai... went back cruise hv dinner... this time in chinese resturant... nice... went for the party near the pool area while dad watched his movie... went look for him but he was MIA... played a bit of catching b4 we met... and where we met?? in cabin... wahaha... so can imagine hw big the cruise is... haha... we went arcade and play... (went on day 1 also la... raced with dad and sis... and surprisingly i won... the way i won is beri... haha... sis no nid say... dun noe hw to drive... so nvm... dad is cos everytime see him go bang him... end up?? me go bang wall... so wat's the diff. for me to bang him?? but end of the day i won... haha...) went casino again... see people play blackjack la... nv play though... cos the dealer like beri lucky sia... always win de... so dad dun wan donate money... haha...

day 3
last day of everything... felt sad... cried a few times... dun noe why also... suddenly beri sad... hai... breakfast in the chinese resturant... then anyhw bang... bang into a room where they were playing games... so brought sis in... while we all admire the scenery... nice... went down for lunch @ buffet resturant... slack in cabin before head to gather for disembarkment... b4 we go down... the crew played games and sang songs with us... tat was where i cried again... hai... (gettin emotional liao... muz be those shows i watched...) finally... ya... home sweet home le...

though we left the cruise... we miss it still very badly... nw dad n i were like... acting.. haha... when we eat we will ask eat buffet or chinese... deck wat?? haha... wan go casino later?? n hw wat to do if we miss the scenery?? i hv prepared a video mainly on the sea de... so juz on the fan big big then stand in front... see the video n ta-da... haha... siao rite?? bt tat's us la... the siao daughter n the siao father...
would like to thank the crews for making our trip so memorable and fun... made me learn a few things... thank the captains whom we put trust to to send us back to where we belong safely... thank dad for making the rite choice... (if nt sis n mum will ne off to China le... nt this will nt be a family trip anymore...) thank to all who directly or indirectly made our days... ^^
superstar virgo... we'll be back soon!!!

2006-12-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

time to update...
being the usual lazy bum... i skip training AGAIN... haha... know some1 miss me there... i miss u too friend... ^^ not sure if i am nided to be there for the party... hvn ask though... received e-mail statin i nt needed for the performance ma... so... hai... nvm...
went for class gathering juz nw... nt realli a class gathering though... nt all of us were there... mainly the chinese student were there... had a hard time searching for seoul garden... hehe... glad tat i am there... cos fun... ya... thxs to those people... my day was like... woohoo... haha... went arcade play... long time no go play liao... miss that day when mi n the starhub gang go play... haha... tat was the last time i go play arcade ba...
wasn't feelin well AGAIN... tink cos nt enuff slp ba... felt myself swaying in seoul garden... ate a bit of food onli... nt much... then after arcade... also like unstable... worst is at the washroom... hai... bt lucky i managed to get back safe n sound... ^^
things realli no gd for me at the moment la... been hvin funni funni dreams continously... like i dreamt tat i gave my sis some work to do liao... so when she ask i told her i gave her le... bt i go dig dig c c... dun hv wor... hai... wat's exactly wrng with me??
lappy nt coming any sooner... dad is trying to help me to fight for it... wait wait wait... tat's wat they can say onli... after 3 days... wait for 8 days... after 8 days... wait for 18 days... n while we wait... others gt their lappy within 4 days/7days... wth is this??

2006-12-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

first day of the term break... woohoo... dun ask me bout term test cos tis time i am dying... yes... DYING... wahaha... =[
was watching 1 litre of tears since tis morning when i woke up... actually wan slp more de... bt thxs to some1 i woke up early... wan to continue to slp bt cannot liao... dun noe why... so started to watch... n of cos... cried... realli cost me 1 litre of tears to watch this... cos somehow it juz remind me of someone... hai...
regret doin something today... n tat's hvin the stupid afternoon nap... =[
back to training tml... after skipping 2 trainings... haha... lazy me... one is lazy la... the other is due to term test... bt still lazy lor... cos me break also no use ma... still nv study... wat's the point??
things nt gd at the moment... =[ may it go off fast... dun wan it keep coming back... no fun wor... keep hvin the feel tat i be blackin out soon... hai... every small movement i made will make me feel tat... say die or nt?? maybe me is low blood pressure ba... hope is nuttin serious... ^^

2006-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

i know for sure i am dead this time... this coming term test i am very well said to hv killed myself... i can see that i am not in my top form... esp. today... things juz wasn't rite... the whole damn long bloody day...
woke up feeling giddy... nvm... tot is becos nt enuff slp(which is impossible... cos i am nt slping for onli 4hrs-5hrs like normal days...) i was still tinking things will be better after i slp on the bus... bt who knows... IT DOES NOT!!!!! reach sch... feel worst... 1/2 of my brain goes numb... and i was like shit! wtf... n this carries on... giddy... numb... giddy numb... backache comes later... interesting rite?? rashes came when i am doing my paper... super good... all full set came... at low cost... nice try dear body... juz bear with it for 1 more day and i am as well as dead on friday... i know i have to bear for juz few more days... things might turn better... btw... this does not happen juz today... had been like tat since monday... hai... tat time nt tat bad... so hopin for the best i can nw...
last nite i had a nice dream... a real nice dream... becos he appeared... yes... he appeared in my dream... but it doesn't last for long when mum wake me up tis morning... and he's gone... wahaha... tat was a nice dream ok... we couple... datiing... date 1/2 way mum come... wahaha... spoiler... =x nvm... tonite will u be coming to meet me in lalaland again??
my hubby-to-be is a married guy!!! wahaha... but nvm... he my idol i sure support de... no matter he married or nt... hehe... mi is nw watching his show on u-tube... haha... the one on the cake shop de... funni... looking for the vcds now... ani1 gt ani idea where gt sell jap. vcds?? cos i went bugis see de all is korea de... even gt jap also onli 1-2 titles... =[
went kino also... saw the bks i wanted... nw gt 20% off wor... so is 12-13 bucks... hmm... maybe goin to get it soon... low stock from wat i c there...
tml swen... sian 1/2... dunnoe wat to study... had this sudden feel tat i should go slp n wake up later to revise... bt i know i should not like tat la... cos i wont study de... so study nw slp later better choice...

2006-12-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

first paper... sads... is indeed sad... when u know all the ans... bt somehw something is nt rite with u... n anyhw write... write things tat makes sense bt does nt realli ans the questions... if nt is... write things tat sounds beri like the correct ans... bt also dun sound like the ans... a bit hard to understand i know... i know can le la... hai... sad... nvm... look forward ba... no use seeing backward liao... wat done is done... me cant undone it...
having the urge to fly to kino soon... but no $$... hai... mi badly want to buy books... whenever i go kino i will feel guilty... y go in when soon i know i will spend $$?? bt if i dun go i feel weird weird de... hai... mi alreadi know wat i wana get... one litre of tears... or Ichi Ritoru no Namida... a nice touching story... wan to get he vcd also... the book is actually more of a diary... cos this is a true story... was watching the show on scv juz nw n weeped... (as usual de me... bt this show can realli make ur tears drop n fill a 1 litre bottle...) n becos of this show... i saw my shuai gei AGAIN!!!! wahaha... 藤木直人 ( Naohito Fujiki ) he is sure shuai... first saw him in the Itoshi Kimie... my nxt idol to be... haha... gonna be my husband le... haha... (friend u r rite man... mi ish found a new bf so nid to change hairstyle... haha...)
and yes... i changed my hairstlye.. the way i tied my hair ish beri diff. now... haha... nt sure if it looks gd... bt some says is ok... hai... i find nt ok... bt nvm... will try to improve it... haha...
mi nw ish goin find $$ to support my hubby to be... haha... or any sponsor ard?? muz tell me wor... mum and dad will be sayin me is crazy... after tw go crazy over jap... haha... ^^ i like can le ma hor... haha...

2006-12-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

time of the day for updates... haha...
star award juz went... was beri hapi when 2 of my idols got the top ten... woohoo... =] though for one of them i know he sure get de... the other was like... was telling mum last wk he might nt get cos for past weeks he like nt on the top 10 list... but ended up... haha... was too hapi le... the super star thingy goes to Chen LiPing... and when they were showing her past shows... they were playing the song, Journey... a song that brings me quite a bit of memory... cos this was the song i sang first on the day... and someone was commenting that y i sang till so sad when it was such a happy event... haha... this yr production was a cheapskate one i guess... prefer it to be in the mediacorp studio... at least got the feel... and also this yr de production abit beri the rude... force people to stop their words giving him onli less than 1 min to tok...
my tw idols were here... yes... didn't go and receive them though i know the details of them arriving... cos was studyin till late these few nights... erm... nt studying for last night... cos for one mod. i completed studying in a day... great achievement... hence decided to give myself a break by relaxing... but it was surely a wrng move... cos the slacking mood was brought over to the nxt day n ended up i did nuttin except watch tv for the whole sunday... bad sign gal... =[
later on will be the first round of wars for some of my dearest friends... gd luck wor... know u people can make it de... all the best!!! mine starting on tues... sian 1/2... nvm after this wk... look forward to a great rest le... later rushing 2 mod. of work... siao liao... brain busting... blame no1 bt me for doing nuttin on sun... hai...
anyway got a gd news... though nt confirm yet from the ____... though we cant100% sure to get back the thing... but was juz glad _____ was out of our life... at least for nw...
o... did i mentioned i managed to contact with one of my old classmate recently?? he stop contacting me after a long long time... hai... n he was sure 1 guy i nv forget... haha... cos... (u go tink ba...) in fact he is (or was?? long time nv call him this le...) my mickey mouse... not all can call him mickey mouse de... haha... mi is one of the lucky few... y mickey mouse... cos his size... haha... then me is his hamburgar... so we r the mickey hamburgar team... ^^ wat happen between mmi n him is for u people to tink... haha... let ur creativity flows ba... haha... (nt mani knows things between the 2 of us... nt even hl... haha...)
toking bout hl... this is for S... S if u see this msg... pls reply to us... contact us asap... me msg u u no reply... mi gonna call u soon le... u also nv come online le... DP are worried... without S... SDP will nt be SDP le... so S if u c this... contact us asap k?? got something wan ask u... pls i beg u to reply asap... at least drop us a hint that u r ok... DP are realli worried... if not DP will go to ur house visit u if u dun wana pick up my call... (kiinda imppossible since P flyin off soon... i tink S also flying off soon... hai... if D dun fly... then poor D will be the onli one here... bt P will be back soon after P flys... S if u were to fly... hw long will u be out?? do come back wor...)
looking forward to holiday which is coming in 4 days time... ^^

2006-12-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

time to update once again... after mia for some time... hehe... busy slacking for exams... yes... your eyes not tricking you... exams and i am busy slacking... unbelievable?? i knew it... bt then... tat's e fact lor... tuesday first paper... sian...
case close for holiday plans... yes... planning done and will be over soon... in fact nothing much to be done also... i mean onli 2 weeks... unless... they wana something special on Christmas and New Year Eve... hai...
hv decided to go for OSIP... now is juz coming up with the stupid CV(which addressed to Whom it may concerned... and company name will be ________ (please fill in yourself... job applied_____ fill in urself...) hai... bt nw is praying after everything... school will approve ba...
was listening to radio regarding the horoscope and the ghost story... was lol with dad... scorpio was like 92% talent... pretty high wor... n we love to scare people... yes!!! true true true... we are born with talent in tokin... then cos we r mysterious somemore... so... everything add up... nt scary de story alos become scary... haha... sometime me juz enjoy seeing people being scared... haha... n we are most often nt the one being scared... so dun tink of scaring me with ghost stories... ^^ listen for tml repeat brodcast @ 12am... yes 933...
windy beri windy nw... yawn... cannot slp yet... hai... nvm... back to mugging first then tok ba...

2006-12-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

time to update... a proper update after a long disappearence... haha... cant blame me... wat to do if this gal here is sooo busy till she gonna be a panda-to-be-piggy?? haha...
the stupid assignment was submitted without testing and of cos... mani runtime errors... hai... know this time de wont pass... but i am going to make it perfect for the second submission... yes... there is a second submission... same weightage i guess... bt watever it is... it is over le la... starting part 2 soon... yes! no more last minute for miss piggy... hope no more thr. e-mail de... cos sch e-mail servuce suxs la... server down la... unable to submit la... block la... 101 things happening... super happening... and someone was like saying y we did not submit earlier... if submit earlier server may not be down... blah blah blah... may i juz tell this person... imagine if everyone submit earlier all on same day... will u request us to submit even earlier?? all the way till expecting us to hand in when the assignment is out?? should that happen... i am not surprised... not at all... in fact while typing... i am expecting it to happen...
first time in my life in poly i skip apel...cos i perfer orange... =X no la... strawberry best... haha... oversleep ma... take this chance to clear leave lor... last apel before term test also...
holiday's coming... dad's not hapi... mum and sis too... all thxs to _____ hai... wat to do... plan all spolit thxs to them lor... i am pretty ok with it... whether we go ahead with the plan or not... but can see dad is really beri angry...
finally got my lappy registered... meaning i am going to get it in a month's time!!! yes... beri hapi... house has been visited by mani similar lappy... wahaha... got the urge to bring it to sch... bt cannot... cos nt mine de... hai... one is ours de la... bt the condition of the screen suxs... broken de... hai... happy waiting ba...
going to have a white christmas this year no matter what... promised sis le...
term test coming and hvn prepared anything yet... thxs to the stupid assignment... hai.. nvm la... this wk chieong study ba... hai...
yesterday had dinner with my student and his parent... juz glad that he done well enuff to get bursury... gave him his christmas pressy and he love it... juz glad about it... ^^

2006-12-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

finally found time here... cant blame me for nt updating... many things on hand... assignments... work... term test... hai... worst of the worst is lappy spoil... =[
assignments due today and another on sunday... today de finish on time... so no problem... but nt the sunday one... who in the world is the person who say we can finish the assignment in 2 weeks lab?? many things we wanted to do/complete... but due to time constraint we were unable to do it... =[ hai... nvm... tonite no slp for me... rush work ar... hw to slp??
stress ar... bt i juz realised today... teaching kids for me is a way to relieve stress... at least for a while... seeing them luff and smile and everything... the feeling is so relieved... nt so tensed up at least...
better stop here for nw... after assignments then continue to blog ba... cheong for war!!!!!!

2006-11-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha... today is the birth of my dearest cousin... welcome to this world... gal... ^^
school today was long... damn long... start the day with sads end it with sads... hai... but the ending part was fun... the start of the day... suxs... thxs to... he enter the command and everythign for me de... then blamed me for me typing in this n that... then evening tell him we staying back to complete our lab... already a hint to him we need him to stay le... then he happily walk out... wahaha... bt good also la... at least if he's there i know we wont hv our share of fun... haha...
did the stupid sssd assignments till my hair all... flying about... hai... sunday submission... less than 1/2 done... u tell me wat shld i do??
stupid s*****b... cock up... when's my lappy coming in?? i nid it asap le wor... n u so cock up... kill me ba... idiotic s*****b...
tml apel... wake up early for 1 lesson... then 4hr break... beri sian de wor... y sch wana arrange me like tat?? hai... nuttin to say...
time to slp le la... hai... tml another day... =[

2006-11-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

is beri tired nw... tinkin of resting liao... bt me hvn start studyin for term test wor... hw ar?? tml wake up early?? bt if wake up early mon i sure die de... tue then slp in sch again ar?? in all the funny funny position?? hai... dun wan wor... i tink i am seriously tired out nw... no more energy le... for once all my typing seems alien to me... =[ but will try to put wat i want here wor...
body making noise... signs that i am tired le... wahaha...
nite will nv be the same for me liao... after last night... some knows what happened... dun wan say too much here... nt unless the time is up for me to say... bt juz some funni things la... something almost impossible de thing happened la... i let ur imagination to tell u wat happen for nw ba...
skip training today... beri sian... tired... nxt wk no training cos they goin HK... n my friend goin buy donald duckie for me... yeah!!! haha... mi beri hapi... hope she can find ba... she nt goin with the troupe... she goin on her own with her family... bt they set off the same date... haha... bt she nt goin disneyland... =[ they going... hai... nvm... wana wish those going de bon voyage... n pls remember tat my heart is with u people... so remember to wait for my heart at the airport wor... ^^
christmas will be here soon... wat's on for this christmas?? any log cake any1?? if got muz give me wor... haha... long time no log cake liao... wahaha... craving for it... haha... **crazy me** what are the plans for christmas?? party?? or training?? **extra gd question** chances are it is training ba... hai... =[
later got dinner... sian... people sure ask this ask tat de... then comment this... i sure will say de... long time no see.... you like grow fatter le hor?? yes i grow fatter... stress then eat n eat... eat those candies with large calories... trying to kill myself i know.... hvn been to workout due to unwell... since my birdie day that week... all the way till nw... =[ hai... time to do something le i know... and i will...
about 1 am nw.... later wake up at 1 plus... then prepare for the dinner maybe in between study a bit... (cannot a bit le la... time's over...hai... mon gotta catch up le lor... if like tat... =[) hai... hai... hai... time to slp le la... if nt later nt at my best condition for dinner a bit rude to the host... hai... nitez every1... ^^

2006-11-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

juz got back after meeting... erm... hw do i address her?? can i still call her my dear dear?? i also dun noe... cos she gt a bf... wahaha... so if i call her dear dear... then i be like... ya la... u know i know la... if dun noe then too bad lor... but see her n him soo lovely... it realli makes me smile... as a friend... seeing her hapi... makes me hapi too... though a bit jealous la... haha... bt tat's nt the main point... what i wana tell her is... treasure him... n u 2 hv my blessing... i know u be hapi with him ard... cos i can see he love u a lot... he is sure one of a kind... hope to c the 2 of u walkin hand in hand end of the day... ^^
when i was with them waiting for bus... she suggested on playing a game... n becos of this... i made a joke... haha... when she ask if we wan to play game... we said yes... then she said tink of a game... and me being the nv tink b4 speaking de... ask her... huh?? this is ur game ar?? haha... made everyone luff there... haha...
was at bugis for dinner with them... yes... i felt like a big lamp post... wahaha... bt all thxs to her lor... nv tell me who she was... if onli i know i wont go meet her le... anyway... i saw hunks juz nw... wahaha... eyes was like... suddenly beri big... gt a few of them... tink is modelling de models ba...
tml still gt work... hai... tinkin wan go practice tml or nt sia... last wk when i am sick i went... nw i also nt sure if i ok or nt... juz nw like me hvin fever sia... hai... if this carry on me sure die de... time to watch tv.... tml thing tml then then tink ba... hai...

2006-11-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

nw i am quite free... haha... cos nw is friday morning!!! tml sch starting @ 3pm... though meeting erm... @ 2pm for assignments guide through... haha... so tat means i can slp till late... yeah!!!
anyway... me beri clever... was staring at my sssd assignments code for past dun noe hw long... end up is juz my thinkin prob... hai... waste my time... sian... time is priceless wor...
SIP confirmed next sem. le... headache sia... nt sure wan go sip or osip... osip hv to consider the money involve... plane tixs... insurance... visa... everything... hai... sip... then hv to tink wat company... wat position... hai... sian... anyway about visa... this is damn funni... and it happen ok?? told mum i interested to go osip... so asked her bout visa... if she has any idea i nid go make or nt... and hw much... then she ask me call the bank... she say visa nid about 60/month... wahaha... oversea visa == bank visa?? end up calling my cousin for help... haha... nt say i kan cheong or wat... bt i nid to tink in advance ma... to arrange and learn to take charge of $$... cannot anyhow liao... oversea is nt like in s'pore... things beri different... esp. when u know ur family nt so well-to-do...
actually goin for osip dad was kinda agree to it la... bt my reasons for goin is tat... if i go to local de... most of the time dad is ard... so when i face setbacks... i can easily turn to dad... something nt tat gd... bt if i am oversea... i will tink twice before i continue to make the call to dad... oversea charges... wat if he is busy... wat if after tokin i miss home... all sort of things... at the same time i have to learn to be independent le... it is time i go out and see the world myself... bt of cos... it is nt for me to say will it happen or nt... bt for the cher to decide... so i hope i be in la...
juz tok to a friend online about another friend... the feeling is like... woohoo... shiok... bearing it in my heart for so long le... finally can tell someone everything... so here i hv to say... thxs friend... thxs for listening me out... thxs for ur ear... haha... n thxs for nt finding me a bother... ^^
psle marks r out... glad that my students did well for their exams... (be it fyp or psle...) i am proud of them... seriously... gd job boys... hope to be ur tutor again wor... enjoyable time with u people... ^^

2006-11-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

alrite... time to update...
last entry was done when i am crying... will delete it soon... once i find the time to... (this entry was done in a hurry)
for the last 2 days... many things happened... for once i dun noe hw to face my dad... for once i know hw badly he hurt me... but luckily everything's over le...
know from erm... that sip is nxt sem... wahaha... i will onli know tml... cos cm wan to tok to us... considering OSIP nw... haha... bt dun tink can go de lor... no harm trying though..
skip school today... haha... stayed at home whole day... except afternoon... go take mc... wah... the doc i seen is so far the best... he will look thr. my past medical record b4 toking to me... so i dun hv to bring my tape recorder in telling him of my past history... haha... he's a real nice guy... hope to c him again when i fall sick again... haha... saw my friend's sister there also... she was unwell... (duh... hu so free... well so go there wait??) so we chat for a while b4 my turn was there... i tink she went in quite late... cos by the time i went out of polyclinic... i hvn seen her after parting after my consultation... anyway... me is on road to recover le... dun feel like going school then like tat de... hehe... was awake at 5 plus... asking myself wan go c doc or go sch... i choose to c doc... haha... thxs for all hu sent their sms for ur concern... i am fine... juz lazy to go school... =x
SSSD assignment is killing me in a way or another... never mind... tml we will see how the hairy floor looks like in our lab... haha...
time for shower n rest!!! (but i feel hungry wor... hw ar??)

2006-11-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

me and my biggest mouth in the whole damn world... say wat if cough comes with block nose will go see doc... wat happen?? cough come le lor... wahaha... i am surely nt goin to c the doc yet... juz gonna eat some med. to keep myself going... yes.. i am noti...
SSSD assignment is out... and is causing me a bit of headache... tried doing it le... though supposed to start in lab next wk... but then... u know la... my favorite sub. ma... so... ya... anyway... will continue tml ba...
skipping training tml... this time with a very valid reason... cos me sick... voice changed till... ya la... sounded as if i juz wake up or wat sia... whahaha... but tml... wat i planned to do?? assignments and buy bks for sis... (bad example... sick le still wan go out... =[)
TAIN was short... released 1/2hr earlier... and he told us the greatest joke i ever heard... ERP comes out before cashcard... hahaha... many people cant believe it... bt his explanation seems to tell us tat... then he ask us present bt nv say in ppt... me was tinking hw in the whole world u wan us to present?? cos present can also means stand there say ans ma... ai ya... juz realised his eng. beri powerful to be understood... and ours also... we look at ailens speaking... same lanuage bt diff. categories... juz like singapore hokien and tawainese hokkien... both same language bt diff. way of saying it... hard to explain i know... ^^
new notebk confirm coming in... but when is it?? i dun noe... hope will be asap ba... my C drive dying liao... dun noe why... suspect kena some nonsense... bt shhhh.... dun tell dad... or he will kill me...
time to rest le ba... dun wan later wake up dun noe wat will come... hai... sad case for me... =[

2006-11-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

alrite... another day went past... not so bad if not for sooo many things being blocked... wahaha...
first thing in the morning... our dearest Bush arrived in Singapore and caused many road blocks... (wonder why he come for sia... pls do not be mistaken me is not anti-Bush de... but juz interested to know why he come...) told mum i might be affected becos of him and she was like... HUH?? HE'S HERE?? HOW COME NEWS NEVER SAY DE?? wahaha... funni... juz a thought to the TP or rather LTA... why block whole road when he's here?? cannot juz block one or two lanes ma?? cos imagine u go to one country and happen to see the empty road... u will feel... a) wah... this country people every hardworking... go work so early... now no vechicles on road... b) wah this country people so lazy... this time liao still not awake for work... road so empty... for me i tink it is a bad image lor... then also he come wan see singapore... imagine a road with no cars... it is not the true Singapore we are showing him isn't it?? like fake de lor...
anyway... slpt on the bus as usual and realised why bus now air con so cold... is it becos we complain the service bad?? bt dun nid like tat ma... like tat the service also no good ar...
went for lec... in fact in morning find my beri gd nose blocked... dad says he heard it from my voice since last nite... wahahaha... Bush come road block... nose also block... interesting ar?? back to lec... lec. 12 air con also suddenly like preparing me for winter like tat... damn cold... but see the rest of the people like nutin wor... onli mi wear jacket still shivering... wahaha...
skip french lecture today... had been a bit noti liao... skip SWEN lec yesterday also... but cos mi beri tired... dun know is the med. or wat... but during the SWEN... something funni... supposed to hand in the mighty 10 questions to 'cher for interview... then my admin no. is xxxx861x... one of my grp member is xxxx862x... and he say damn loudly in front of everyone... u infront of me ar?? then 'cher was like... you dun nid so excited de lor... hahaha...
CMSK class was the best... went to lab... bt his key cant open the door... card also cant open... so being the creative bunch of people... some suggested use ez-link... (end of the day after they tried... they ask if the machine will deduct money or nt... haha...) some say muz use credit cards or ATM card... haha... muz pay the machine then can access... funni... went in and realise most comp. not working... wonderful sch... ^^ pay so much sch fee then comp not working...
came back slpt till mum wake me up... n she woke me up for nuttin!!! wahaha... time to go back to slp soon... tired... nt due to med... cos me hvn take yet n no intention at the moment... if things gt worst (as in develop cough... i might go see doc le... wahaha... waste $$ again... but worri nt... no more tpolyclinic for me...)

2006-11-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

many things happened... of the many things... almost all is unexpected... not sure should i be happy or not... confused now... =[
start off the day with a heavy body... due to sunday performance ba... whole day wor... hai... reach school early (as usual... nuttin unexpected at least till this point...) first lesson: apel... suxs la... will kill someone soon... how mani people here tink this blog is a success?? dun tink gt 1 ba... cos mi myself also find this a failure... cos nt much effort put in ma... so since mi find failure liao... hw can others find this a success?? but thxs to someone for nominating my blog as one of the success blog in the class... will love tat person beri much... juz hope 'cher wont tink the same way as she does or else... I WILL KILL YOU FRIEND!!!!
after apel gt 4hrs break... damn sian de 4hrs... so decided to do something i nv done b4 in my life... went to sports stadium there slp... yes... i slpt there... lie down also gt... sit one also gt... then move to the tables... haha... slpt there till 12... mani people pass by... i know they muz be thinkin me siao de... bt nvm them... when u r slpy n tired and know ur body cant take it tat time u wont bother bout wat the rest says or tink... wanted to go airport c airbus de... bt body juz cant take it any longer... so drop the idea...
woke up for SWEN tut...was there beri early... (surprising... cos mi everytime will be late for her lesson de... dun noe why... TAIN also...) gt tut = no tut... supposed to go library observe the library thingy... grp did not go ended up we tink of the 10 stupid questions...
rush for french after tut... it is sure surprising to me that our lec. praised me a few times today... and the best part is i am being praised without knowing why... maybe my mind isn't functioning that well now...
on my way back.... 1 company called me and ask me go work... i was like shock lor... haven't contact them for 1/2 yr or even more le... then they suddenly call me... still tinkin wan accept or nt... base on my current situation... =[
dad was at home beri early which is a seriously surprising and unexpected thingy... had dinner with him also... this is super surprising... cos normally he would hv taken his dinner by the time i reach home...
watched tv juz nw... wan yu was sayin someone gonna be a father soon... i was like... wt... he denied it and make us believe he is... but ended up... hai... but nvm... juz wana wish him all the best... may he and his family be together (nt like his parents) wishing his wife-to-be and kid healthy and of cos his career be better than last time... ^^ this is ur loyal fans wishing... (if only he can see it ba... no intention of writing it on his blog comments... haha...)
while watching and trying to accept the above mentioned news... my asthma paid me a sudden visit... good lor... rashes came n go... muscle pain come and go... nw asthma... all come at one time kill me better rite?? y one by one come?? like tat beri fun ma?? after a while tink ok le... then another pay me a visit... all come at once is the best... at least suffering nt that long rite?? once and for all... haze seems to be back... so it is double shit for me... wan come all come la... mi nw is sending invitation for all to come and attack me... best time somemore... tired body = low body resistence... all come then i go flat... better then come and go come and go... will reach same effect but longer time... hai...
time to get a new lappy... the adapter got problem liao... auto shut down juz nw... so... ya... anyway new lappie on the way also le... yes!!! bt will receive it most prob next yr... so hapi also no use... this lappie the current one is nt bad also la... the most intelligent one i hv seen so far... so will be sad to part with it... =[
time for me to rest le... tml early class... sian... nitez everyone...

2006-11-13T07:16:00.000+08:00

time check: 7.10am place check: school concourse... wth... so early in school doing wat?? dun ask me i also wan to know... but i know i dun get the ans... haha... skipped my blog updating session during the weekends... sat was lazy while sun was busy... busy to the extend my friends see me online in the morning... but nt in the afternoon and evening... =]
spent my whole day yesterday at raffles... so sian lor... went there for the WLA... (should be WLC la... dun noe why they call it WLA instead...) based on age... we cant go in de... but due to some reason or another... we got in... ^^ haha... we went for performance... nuttin much happened as in nuttin much fun happen... but others like angry stuff did happen... =[ but it is all over... cos i know i wont get to see him anymore... so i wont be feeling like %^&*@#... haha...
i am tinking... is it that when we are down then will we start to tink a lot... hmm... tink a lot as in... a lot lor... haha...
rashes got better le... yeah!!!! but... damn muscle pain... got worst nw... spreadin to my shoulder at times... suxs!
dun tink i will continue to update nw ba... will update maybe later ^^...

2006-11-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

in school for juz a 3hr lesson nw... sian... juz presented n was bombard with many unanswered question... this is seriously the first time i felt so no confident during the presentation... and of course i know once i am there i must be professional enough to present with confident... haha... that's where my acting skill come into place... ^^
many thoughts came and go when i was in the bus... suddenly have the urge to drink... (haha... since i am legally able to drink...) i have no bloody idea wat gt into me... =[
seeing the rain in the bus on the expressway makes me have the urge to enjoy myself in the rain... was talking to little monster yesterday... it was raining super heavy... then i already had the urge of going into the rain if nt for her... maybe the reason is me dun wan worry her ba... cos i know once i am in the rain... i will juz cry out... but of cos i know if i am in the rain happily... it will not lessen her worries but it might get worst... so i prefer to stop myself from it... and juz something to her if she is reading this entry... 2 crispy chicken. 1 crispy chicken and 1 seaweed chicken... ya man... haha... nxt time we will eat them again 2gather when we are catchin up with each other ba...
juz watching the show the hospital before me come to school... sometime i feel being an actor is cool... they get many chances to have the feel of something mani people dun... and thxs to them we know the other side of certain occupation though we are not sure hw true it is... by watching the show... it made me understand hw the doctors works and the politics in the hospital... most of the time, we being the patients care too much about ourselves that we did not tink of the doctors... most of the time we complain about them without sparing a thought about them... the politics in the hospital they have to face... the different patients they have to attend to... now before i complain i think twice and of cos based on situation... ^^
for people who think understand me but in actual fact they dun... pls let me tell u... when i dun wan to say something... no use forcing me... cos i am juz tat stubborn... hope you will respect me and my choices... (when i told one friend of mine... she was like.. wah... tat friend of urs is... she knows me well... when i dun wan to say it... and u force me to... things are no fun... ^^ )
sometime i luff when i recall wat one of my friend ask me... in fact this question was ask by nt onli that friend... but nearly cost my friend's and mine friendship... =[ what was the question tat has such a big impact?? haha... they were asking if i am straight or a les... for people who knows me well will know this ans... so... for those who dun noe... let time tell u the ans ba... ^^

2006-11-08T11:49:00.000+08:00

what is love? i had never really fall in love or should i say get myself in a relation? i nv know wat the meaning of love... till today... love to me is trust... trust the other party will find you and bring you back where ever you are... trust the other party will be waiting at the place for you... love to me is believe... believe you understand each other well enough... believe love can overcome evrything in front... believe there are many three months ahead of the two of you... believe that u can give each other the best and truest self... love to me is understanding... understand the other party's need and commitments to other things... understand that why he/she is late for dates... understand the choices he/she made... love to me also mean care and share... give and take... care when the other party is not well... care when the other party is down... share the happiness and the unhappiness... give all you can... take the problems away from each other if possible... to conclude... love = care + share + take + give + trust + believe + understand the above conclusion came after watching a show... ^^
can i have a bf like he qun?? he is like so nice lor... but i know i am not fate to have this sort of bf de... so i can stop dreaming and come back to reality...
currently my msn nick is crying in the rain... i am not sad... but i juz wan to cry out to relieve my stress and tiredness... rain hitting on me yesterday... that was when i feel like crying... good thing about crying in the rain... u will never know if it is tears or rain drops...
my apologise to those who feel offended bout my yesterday entry... but i am juz sayin wat i wan and wat is in my mind... things are inside my heart is already over flowed... maybe this is why i am stressede ba... give me some time to prepare myself for the rest of the journey... i will try to get myself up as soon as possible... ^^ thxs all for concerm...

2006-11-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

this is sure a not so lucky way to start a week... hvin a bad start yesterday... the bad-ness stretch to today... most of the sch computer is against me yesterday... gave me mani probs... but lucky for me... lab session is onli 3 hrs... the rest of the time was in my free time de... so it does not matter much... but today... start off the day with a super tired body... dun ask me why am i so tired... cos school started onli like a few weeks... less than a month... not much assignments are out... so no reasons why should i feel sooo tired... anyway... me went out of house without my wallet... meaning i am without a single cent!!!! f**k! if this is not the worst... the next one is... went repair my hp due to the dead pixels... the staff there... instead of putting my phone on the table properly... he like not happy like tat... IN FRONT OF ME... DROP THE PHONE!!!! mi damn mad la... me alreasy beri suay liao... then nw... rashes still visiting me... CAN YOU GO BACK TO WHERE THE FCUK YOU SHOULD?? STOP PAYING ME A VISIT!!!
there is something i dun understand and would want to know... wat the hell it means when someone tells u that person is in same class with this person whom in the past could be ur bf/gf or ur best friend de bf/gf... wat the fuck you wan me to reply you?? o... is it?? or u wan me hack him/her to death for wat he/she did?? i seriously dun wan to know wat/where the hell this person is doing or where the hell he/she is... none of my bloody concern... so dun come reporting to me wat the hell tat person is doin or where the hell tat person is... juz fuck off and leave me alone...
my whole heart is damn heavy... juz nt myself nw... maybe due to the tiredness and everything... so things in this entry is... ya... mi is feeling juz beri tired... body too heavy... =[

2006-11-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

things as usual does not turn up as i hope it is... =[ i thought i might have recovered as yesterday things was ok... with the exception of the bloody muscle pain... and ya... sore throat... but no cough... sore throat was due to luff too much... haha... things turn different today... half of my lip is like hot... as if half of it is running a fever... wahaha... cough maybe due to the sore throat... hai... mi not going tinkof it liao... it will recover when it sees a need to rite?? ya...
went for a workshop last night... the workshop was best... haha... organised by my senior... to teach us on how we express ourselves and things like tat... the whole session was games... but the games are not onli fun but also has its meaning behind them... we did the co-ordination execises... i nearly got my body all tangled up... haha... left hand up right hand down... then dun noe wat else next... haha... some of my other seniors got addicted to it... haha... then we were asked to walked inside that room... small i would say... walk here and there... people complaining walk so much for what... haha... the meaning behind this activity was not told to us until the end of it... we then carry on to the next one... now this is fun!!! the best part of all... catcher chase runner... runner tap on someone else... and the chaser become runner then the one being tap is the chaser... complicated rite?? haha... but fun... esp when u see everyone there ARHHHHH... WHY TAP ME... ARHHH... ME AGAIN?? ARRRHHH ME CHASE YOU... AAAARRRRRRHHHH.... YOU CHASE ME?? AAAARRRRHHHHH.... NOW WHO CHASE WHO?? hahahahahaha... almost throughout the game we all is like that shout de... so can imagine... but we did pause many times in between cos we always ebded up asking the question NOW WHO CHASE WHO?? seniors were complaining that the pause came too soon... haha... he nv get a chance to play then pause liao... wahaha... the next one is fun... but not as fun the previous one liao... we were playing the alien game where we tooo-teee people... (for people who dun noe wat game is this... haha... dun tink i can explain here... but it is known as alien game la...) one of my senior was like blur... got the virus... (as we call it) cos she suppose to do the action of to-to-to-to-to but she did the te-te-te-te one... always like tat... so we called her getting the virus... whenever it reached her... we will luff... during the game... 2 were trying to sabo each other... pointing to each other throughout one part... and both got OUT at the same time... hahahaha... sabo each other ended up killing one and other... hahaha... funni... this was the sitting down version... we have the standing version of the game... we have the elephant, coconut and the helicopter... coconut is the best... cos the way it was performed was cute... this was like end of the games... =[ time to do the survey questions... sian... cos we nv like it... so senior says dun noe wat to write then u can record dwn then mms him... also can... wahaha... but of cos everyone wrote down... then some of the seniors were like... wah damn serious sia... as if they filling form for interview... look at the form... then think think think... face look soooo stress... hahaha... should have taken the pictures...
and something i know about kids esp. baby last night... when 1 cry the other one nearby will follow... so 3 kids there... of which 2 babies... 1 baby cry... stop... the next one start... hvn stop the already stopped de cry... wahaha... we on the disco light n they stop for a while but started after a while... (the disco light we put de... the thing is there la... senior saw it then go put it up... then nv take down... hahahahahaha)
was watching and reading the hospital(白色巨塔)... was glad that i gt the book... ya from kino... (i dun wan buy de... bt gt force make me buy la... next bk i know wat to buy le... tat's y i say i cant go kino!!!! hvn finish one bk nxt one on shelf waiting liao... so people... if wan get gifts for me for bird-day or christmas... do pay kino a vivist... haha...) sometime the show and the book was different... and i think sometime the book gt lesser stuff compared to the show... but for this one... i prefer to read the book... cos the book got more details... if i were to watch the show alone... i won't know wat was going on... so me watch the show juz becos of the shuai gei onli... (jerry yan is inside...) but the book beri thick la... =[ anyway me finishing it soon liao...
time to go for lesson soon... =[

2006-11-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

regret regret regret... hate myself for this... know i may be worst liao still wan act strong go... go lor... serve myself right now... this was what happen today... morning was fine... ate my breakfast and everything as usual... afternoon time... kao... problem liao... pain... nonono.... is muscle ache... in the chest area la... quite painful... no choice i go eat pandeol... (normally is can dun eat i dun eat de... so u know hw pain it was la...) then after i thought i am well enough to go practice... i felt like puking... suxs... nearly did tat... bt ya la... ended up nuttin... so prepare go training lor... reach there... so far so good... briefing that time... wahaha... things gt worst... acid keep up and down flowing in my throat... kao... the feelin is... after training is our dragon ma... go take onli... the urge came back... wahaha... and since then keep hvin the urge to puke... i may puke tonite... haha... chances are high... mi nt sure y suddenly gastric... exact word is acid reflex... ya... so... mi muz learn to listen to myself liao... wahaha...
today was uh-hum and uh-hum birthday... haha... one gal one boy... both in lion dance bt different troupe... wahaha... in fact mani people today bird-day... 3 i know of so far... tml if nt wrng is uh-hum-hum bird-day... mi dun noe wan go celebrate or not... y so special... gt extra hum... cos she is part of my family de... the txy... haha... learn my lesson liao... listen to what my body has to say ba... ^^
suffering in process...

2006-11-03T11:18:00.000+08:00

well well juz as i thought i be recovering from a cough soon enough... i am now suffering from a about-to-run nose... hai... sian... sick is sure no fun... wahahaha...
mani things happen over the past days... something gonna happen in the future that i am looking forward to... haha...
met an friend's friend few days back to sell off the iiso book... haha... hapi sia... finally got rid of that stupid book... thick enough for me to whack and hit people... lol... but this subject does had mani memories for me... our model... and him... haha... then think of him reminds me of the lift... wahaha... funni... iiso does bring us mani funi memories... but the bk.... bring us bad memories... waste $$ to buy then nv use... =[
woohoo... going kino orchard later... went bugis de last nite... bt did not saw what i wan... sian... so later go orchard de... haha... since school startin at 3... me going off at 12... take bus there... then see ar... reach there maybe 1pm la... go take wat i wan... 1.30 go take bus to bugis... reach there ard 2... take 960 to sim lim transfer to 23... so tink will be reach school on time ba... haha...
next week gonna for my gym session if nuttin happens... and if my cough goes and my about-to-run nose stay... wahaha... looking forward...
yesterday something stupid funny happen in cmsk... we were supposed to write an intro for a report... we wrote liao... then show lec lec says mujz add more things like hw it affect the society... so he say this issue of runaway kids has brought attention as... for us to continue la... then waited for us to say ma... as usual... being the lame one in class... i say this... as police is worried that there are more things to do... oops... =x juz a joke onli la... mi is always tat lame de... of cos end of the day lec say mi better dun write... haha...
about time for me to go le... sian later the TAIN... can zzzZZZzzz... lec beri boring de... he was my iiso lecture de lecturer... and becos of him i beri often skip lec de... =x and something in common for all my subjects this sem... all my project groups are guys and mi onli gal... wahaha... surrounded by guys...

2006-10-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

school juz start not too long... less than one month... and my body seems to have big reaction to it... few days ago chest (muscle) was like shitty shit and is on and off since then... yesterday rashes... today too... am i facing stress at this point of time?? better not... cos if i am... i tink i wont survive this semester liao... wahaha... anyway... went to c doc today (during the 4hr break...) tink i made the wrng choice... i should go and see the doc at my area de polyclinic... better... start off... waiting time... suxs lor... waited for almost an hour before i can get my number to see the doc... wait for the doc i mean... ok... never mind... as i never bring ic out... the staff there was like... bus pass cannot... muz ic... next time u come no more bus pass le hor... sian diao liao lor... cck de can...hai... nvm... went up wait for doc.... sit there wait or an hour or less than that... slightly less la... went in... told doc about my rashes... she ask me when start de... mi say since mi 2 yrs old... this one is fact!!! she say cannot be... but it is the fact lor... sian diao... but juz glad i got wat i want... the stupid med. to stop my itch... but u know wat?? it will cause drownyness... then me most of the time is morning itch... (worst la...) then morning is mi most tired de... as in feel like sleeping most de... then eat med liao me no nid go class liao... sian diao... somemore she say is mild case... kao... of cos mild la... cos it is not in the full force yet ma... yesterday de... should take pics show her... but i cannot... cos both hand itchy... hai... anyway... gt the med liao... know lec will be kind enuff to understand me under med and forgive me de ba...
french was fun... but i am not use to it... esp after jap. class... 2 extreme cases... one is extreme open... the other was extreme conserve... then realli cant get use to it... haha... but giving each other a chance... cos i believe i can adapt de... ^^
seeing food on tv... wahaha... I WAN TO EAT!!! but i know i cant... gaining weight liao... have been on fast food for 2 days... no gym session so far... for 2 weeks liao... I WAN GYM!!!!! I WAN TIME!!!!! so far did not come home straight from school... went out somewhere... so can imagine and know how busy i am ba... sleeping for less than 5 hours since monday... though like not too long ago... but i am already like... hai...
anyway... i found something horrible about me... once i have money in my wallet... pls stop me from going into kino... cos i will go in buy books... horrible wor... can buy 2 books in less than 3 days...having the urge to buy my second book... went kino recently... on sunday... bought the bump off novel... wont say nt interesting but the ending suxs... intending to get another one... the hospital... wahaha... all tv novels... haha... might get it on friday ba... for tml read library books ba...

2006-10-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

our next bird-day queen... haha... oops... she is princess not queen... my dear dear... thank you for cuttin the cake... haha... supposed to be me cutting and give it out de... but becos i am looking for people to paint my love... so she took over... haha...

before the poor cake is being cut by me... haha... the strawberry is sure nice... yum yum... and dun like the cake la... onli love the strawberry...
the four of them... baby are you thinking of something?? and what's so funny pt and lx?? poor dear dear like no feeling... haha...

look at the two singing queen... haha... most of the time they were there entertaining us... thanks dear-dear and lx...

the ok-ok dinner i promised those going... and it is my treat... wanted to get polar de... but lazy walk over tangs... so choose this ok-ok bread talk cake...

baby aloy want to sing but not enuff mikes... so he used his hp instead... dear dear singing while pt looking at the screen...

2006-10-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA... i am having tears in my eyes... not becos of what... but becos of wei xiao pasta... wahaha... can i have a boyfriend like he qun?? how i wish...
yesterday was busy thanking all the people but i forgotten to update the celebration... haha...
27 october
went to school late... met christina on the way but was late so nv tok to her... sori friend... went for the TAIN... kao... pity the lec. la... he tok no1 listening... haha... released us at 5.45pm... a good thing... cos i can chase the next bus to orchard... met up with pt first at far east... walked to tangs to find polar and breadtalk... ended up breadtalk there close liao... then walked to wistma there... mrt station beri crowded sia... wahaha... wrong place to meet... but never mind... went wistma then realise baby there waiting liao... go meet him first... we decided to meet near popular there... cos station too mani people le ma... the best of the best... he behind me onli... and he never call me... he best lor... haha... decided to wait for lx... walk round popular 3-4 times... haha... baby like a bit cant stand me the sort of feeling la... finally lx came... meet up with pt who went ahead to book room for us... on the way... the 3 of us were having hell lots of fun... most of the time i was being bullied... wahaha... reached party world... left them there liao... then went back station meet dear dear... she also bully me... went into the room liao... they all sabo me to start first... ok lor... decided to sing journey... a sad song ya... dear dear ask me sing with energy... but nt easy lor... cos it is a sad song ma... after tat i tried to run to buy cake... they stopped me... actually i know what they want to do... but i wanted to run away... ended up they sang the song with journey in the background... i wanted to cry but ended up luffing... cos i am thinking how will the song be if we sing it to the tune of journey... haha... finally got the cake from wistma... (ya... the 3rd or 4th time walking down the same road) no candles... they wanted to use straws as replacement haha... innovative idea... i shall never forget the i dun believe i can fly... by baby... hahaha... the 2 years old baby who can talk, walk, take N level paper... haha... he admit de... enuff said... picture time... this are taken with my phone... so not beri good resolution... =[ guess have to be in next entry liao... this entry like too long to put la... =[

2006-10-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

hapi bird-day to myself!!! this could be last wishes today... haha...
would love to thank mani people... first and foremost... dad and mum... thxs for bearing all the nonsense and troubles i gave you... thxs for spending all the money on today and yesterday... love you always dad and mum... **muack muack** thank you my dear sister... though i like always bully you... but u nv hate me... instead you help out in today's event... **muack** thank my dear dear, my baby, peiting, and LX... esp. peiting... if not for your message on thursday... i might not have enjoyed myself as much as yesterday... ur message saved the k session... haha... thank you... baby... if not for you the session maybe a different one... a much boring one... (maybe nt boring bt not as interesting and funny as it was last nite...) thxs for the performance... haha... thxs dear dear for coming despite u r busy... really... felt bad that u hv to push ur work away for me... thxs LX for rushing down... i know u r also another busy one... but really thx you people for accompanying me through the night... i realli enjoy myself... ^^ thank my seniors and juniors... who made today a fun day... haha... i will never forget the loud 'hapi bird-day!' from one of my senior... haha... and the yum seng... and the argument about the air-con... hahaha... funny... thank you people... last but not... all who wished me hapi bird-day... i know and is glad to know that i am still remembered... thank you all...
this year 28 oct.is sure the most memorable one... thank you all who make this possible... love all you people... **muack muack** loving you people always... photos and video will be updated once i get them...

2006-10-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

supposed to continue my entry yesterday but went flat the moment i reach home... i am sure tired yesterday... and i have a feeling today too... long day wor... ya... so back to JX and me at jurong point having lunch outside Courts...
can you imagine 2 gals outside courts eating?? i cant seriously... but we did it... haha... maybe this is believe wat u dun expect to believe haha...
yesterday when coming to sch... saw the big nice sun... i started to think... will i be able to see the same sun tomorrow... what if i am not able to?? of cos i am also thinking why am i thinking of this... maybe becos of wat happen recently ba... life is never predictable... so... ya...
tml should i continue with the gathering?? the response is POOR!!!! no use of me continuing rite?? or should i juz continue with those hu are coming?? hai... nid time to tink... =[
birthday... a day we are all looking forward to... a day where we should spent it with our loved ones... for the first time this year... i am facing the day in this blog... i admit it... 28 oct is my birthday... but becos always on this day mani unhappiness happen... people wish me happy but i aways without fail end the day sad... imagine u were always beaten on this day outside... for no reason... imagine u kindly do something on this day for someone... and u gt double scolding after tat outside... all on the same day different year... i seriously hope no more wishes this year... tat's y i choose to keep quiet about it... even 27 oct evening i choose to call it as gathering... though i told jie at first that it be a celebration... but changed it recently... anyway... will it still continue?? i am not sure... if the gathering is not on... pls dun bother to msg me or call me... cos i be rejecting ALL calls and messages during this weekend... unless i see a need to reply... handphone on or off?? dun ask me.. depend on mood ba...
feel like watching deathnote... hehe... die hard wan go watch... maybe if tml is cancel then i go watch haha... the midnight session one if hv... wahaha... good idea!!!

2006-10-25T09:57:00.000+08:00

time to update!!! actually i had type one entry out the other day in school but u know la... ur friend here beri gd de... always forget this forget that... this time forget my network card... sian diao... type in notepad... then lazy to paste here when i reach home... so... ya... but juz deleted it liao... cos not enough memory liao... =[ DAD TIME TO CHANGE/UPGRADE HARD DISK LA!!!!
school went well for day 1 with exception that my class is beri big... more gals than guys... (meaning not much shuai gei to see) break is boring cos last time still have little monster to acc. me... this time we different class... so... ya... haha... first lesson: install linux... interesting la... hate installation of OS... had the fear la... thxs to my dad... humph... early in the morning... install... damn sian de lor... =[
sudnay... last day of my slacking days... counted as one of the best... haha... unforgetable one... went out with JX to jurong point... wan go c my shuai gei de... but then... too mani people and she told me she dun like this sort of events... then i tink tink... ok la... i pull her out come shopping with me but then i cannot becos of my shuai gei ask her wait for me rite?? then we go shop shop after a while then go see if can see or not la... ended up... can see but no foto... sian diao... no photo becos cannot take la... then had a nice jap style cheap lunch... haha... now this is the best part of all... sitting outside courts... wahaha... nice try man... the people must be thinking this two are sure hungry... haha... to be continued later... lecturer is in... sian... lullaby session AGAIN!!! =[ zzz...zzz...zzz...zzz...

2006-10-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO COMPLAIN!!!!!! thursday make-up class?? damn it la... kill me if there's a need... and i meant it... my thursday time table is already like going for war liao... then the stupid apel make up on thursday... shitty shit!!! hope no tuesday is public holiday... the coming one cannot count cos no apel... got banana... :p the rest like no make up so far... not stated in the schedule... stupid apel... stupid stupid stupid...
tink i am going to like innovative and technonlogy... haha... no term test... all exams/assignment base... and by looking through the intro... tink i should be able to do well... cos i got the factor they r looking for... haha...
and yup i am learning another new lanuage... french... 3 years in poly and i am learnign 2 new lanuages... of which one is a lanuage i wanted to learn since sec 4... the other was like only encouraged by uncle... but not really interested... but juz glad i got a chance to learn new stuff... ^^
juz sad that jie cant make it for the gathering... =[ but never mind... i believe i be having a few of my very good friends around right?? looking forward... @@
listening to yes933 now... the ghost story program... nice nice... not scary though... no kick... but for fun... haha...

2006-10-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

the long awaited time table is out finally... nv come out still ok... come out liao 1 word... DIE!!!! packed like no body business la... tat's the thing bout human... last sem complain too long de break... nw complain too pack... hai... but thxs to the time table... i am making changes to my gym schedule... hai... dear dear... sori wor... u hv to change the schedule becos of me... feel bad about it... =[ anyway been lazing this week hvn go for my session... hand is better now la... no longer tat pain... bt still a bit pain la...
went for the lullaby session today... went there late thxs to a few inconsiderate soul... one park car dun noe hw to park... interrupted other's people travelling... this one not as bad as the other one... ran all the way from one bus stop to another so i can catch the bus... and u know wat happen?? the driver happily open the door lok at me... before i board the bus... he close the door and went off... kao... mi beri mad le lor... though the bus was like abit off the bus stop bt only the door is off lor... if others can board... y i cant?? idiot... then mani people prefer to cross the road when the traffic light is nearby... and what is worst?? there is a jam there... can imagine all the cars honking at the people... letting them cross first and things like tat... suxs rite?? reach sch late... sit there for 15 minutes and i can go liao... kao... if onli i know i dun go liao... =[
i am in genting when i am typing this... haha... another genting i would call... a hot version... haha... when the time is ripe will show the pics of my current location... the hot 'genting'...
friday 27 october gathering is on!!! yes... see the word gathering?? GATHERING... not celebration wor... meeting time 7-8pm like tat la... cos i end sch @ 6... =[

2006-10-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

looks like i have not been updating for sometime... haha... lazy bum bum... ^^ no la... actually is because i beri tired these few days la...
after the training... suffered from muscle aches... second training so far that make my muscle that ache... aching for sometime... about 1-2 days wor... but things are nt tat bad... nt as bad as this stupid pain on my hand... did i mention i had a fall not too long ago?? ya... i think i did... but whatever... i said it here liao... haha... for people who know me well enough will know that i hate to see the doctor... or most of the time i ignore the pain... but this time... hai... tink if say still that pain... no choice bt go see the doc and get scolding from mum ba... =[ does that mean no gym session for me?? I DUN WAN!!! I WAN MY GYM SESSION!!!!!
things with the kid is good... at least things are smooth... he gets used to me now... though he always start off with a sad face... but always end the lesson with a smile... sometime i always look forward to... ^^
was complaining to little monster about how poor i will become and things like that... but surprisingly... few days later my friend tell me about my teacher... after sometime with her son... she tells me of another teacher who needs a typist... haha... typist is a one-day job kind of thing la... but looking forward to it now... ^^ time to rest my hand...

2006-10-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

believe it or not... i am having a few blisters on my hand now... thxs to the xiong training... very xiong indeed... whole session on dragon... admit it... i love the dragon dance... yes... i love it... but then... juz too xiong le la... hand pain... pity my muscles... one day ok next day being work on again... haha...
went to teach my teacher's son this morning... stress sia... imagine teaching ur teacher's son... cannot anyhow throw smoke... haha... but lucky for me... things are still not that bad... feedback reveals... overall i can make it de... as in the kid like my style of teaching... thanks to my friend who recommended me... thanks friend... before i was there... she was talking to another teacher of mine... her comment sort of added stress to me... but luckily i sort of take comment not really to heart... not say ignore completely... juz bear in mind that my teacher has received this comment from another teacher... and i should not disappoint her... (dun wan my image to go... as i know in many teachers' eyes i am a good gal... haha... can see from my testi written by teachers... lol...) if things are smooth... i might be teaching him next year too... but we'll see how things are...
was thinking about my time management... if i were to go for wushu... my muscle will be overworked rite?? based on my training schedule now... tuesday and thursday in gym... if need sunday also... then saturday got lion dance... so is roughly 3-4days per week... muscle enough rest or not huh?? one day in between if possible... then if i go for wushu... will be 5days liao... sometime is no rest... wahaha... means that i might have to give it a miss liao... =[

2006-10-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

2006-10-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

time check for now... 7:57 AM... yes... coming to 8am... so wat is a piggy doin here @ tis time?? best is dun tok about it... wahaha... got sort of 'trick' by myself... (confusing rite?? but nvm...) this is wat happen... supppose to have a performance @ e airport later... as i tot it was supposed to be 8am... i checked the webby and everything... shocked of my life... MEETING TIME: 9 AM!!!!!! woke up @ 7 to prepare... ended uo... hai...
anyway... went to gym last night with dear... things are good... but juz find it a bit... maybe body is used to it le ba... ^^ out of gym... we saw the cali pizza... ya... cali pizza... not canda. pizza... thxs to me... haha... tink too much liao... see pizza... ask is it cali pizza?? she nv realised it somemore... wahaha... took sometime to realise it... cannot blame... donkey reaction is slower than a monkey ^^
school starting in a week time... not sure if i would say i am lookin forward to it... if say for study i am sure looking forward... but if say for something else... i sure not looking forward... (as to wat it is... tink dun wan say here better... ^^)
may i know... which part of me looks like a salesperson?? went to buy shoes with mum yesterday... went in the shop and stayed there for 30 mins... of the 30 mins... 3 people ask me about the shoe... DO I LOOK LIKE A SALESPERSON???
ok la... go take my breakfast liao... hungry...

2006-10-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmm... things are like kinda strange... i tried to force my muscle to work but ended up they are like... hmm... time to force myself further... o ya... do visit our gym blog... http://fit-fit-4ever.blogspot.com/ things are getting better at least for now... can see my hardwork payin off abit... but still nt that happy... will work hard to achieve my target...
my phone target is still far... wahaha... when can i get my N6131?? even my dear-dear(donkey) also say it is cool... haha...
donkey does not want to admit she is donkey while monkey admitted she is a monkey... haha...
slacking at home doing nothing... less than 2 weeks to sch reopen... less than 3 weeks to that day... know the surprise mum is planning le... cos she slip it out... haha...
is tha haze back?? i think so wor... psi went up to 50++ juz nw... =[ lucky we go gym nt outside... if not haha... gym onli mum make noise... go outside... mum and dad make noise... worst rite?? so muz be smart like me... go indoor fit-fit... haha... time for my shower... sticky smelly monkey signing off... ^^

2006-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

things has changed... no more hazy days... (at least for today...) ^^ woke up look out and see the nice clear sky i have been dying to see for the past two days... though many hated the indo. for burning the trees and everything... i prefer to see things in a different way... without them burning the tree... i would have never know how much i have taken granted upon the clean clear sky... i would never expect myself to wake up one day and realise things around me is not the same as yesterday... the air is no longer clean... the sky is no longer blue...
becos of the haze... i skipped my training on saturday... the haze was so bad that it hit 150 on the psi scale... mum again was complaining at me for finding execuses not to go for training... but isn't it the fact that even the gov. tell us try to stay indoor?? (i have history of asthma wor...)
have to thx a few peep... they know what day 28 oct was... though they hv no idea wat happen as to why it is a special day yet i dun wan to celebrate... i have a feeling they are trying to help me overcome the fear... mum is planning something on that day... a plan that i swear i will cry... (the tots of crying in front of my troupe mate makes me... haha... but i know i cant stop tears from flowing de... =[)
things aint too smooth-goin for me since yesterday... hai hai hai... tomorrow will be a better day... ^^

2006-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

the haze is bad... real bad at the moment... sky is red... cant see as far as i can normally... haze worsen?? i guess so... or is it due to the celebration downstair... i doubt so ba... many would be home by now... getting pretty late now... fear for my health now... =[ will rain tonight?? hope so... ^^
things after my fit-fit session... haha... surprised many people including me... i know it is bad though... sleep early and wake up early... 6 hrs for last night... read from many forums saying best is 8hrs sleep... so 6 hrs can or nt?? haha... hope is can ba... next fit-fit session... guess gonna be on sunday le ba... hehe... looking forward to get myself tired...
something happened today... hai... ur friend here fell AGAIN!!!! this time lucky... not leg injuried... don't wan to add to leg injuries liao... so ended up hand injuried... sian... pain till now... tml gt performance... kao... hope hand wont be affected ba...
mid-autmn is here again... bt does not make any difference for me... haha... taking good care of my diet now... so no mooncake currently... (moreover some of them are damn sweet... and i cant take too sweet stuff...)
toking about on diet... hai... you know what it means to those adults?? can't believe it lor... my mum and i were toking to my neighbour juz nw... she was commenting hw heavy i am and things like tat la... (usual topic though) i was like... ya i know i am putting on some weight (shown on the scale last night...) and i am like going gym frequently liao... she happily say go gym no use de... (the best of the best is... she says her daughter also go gym to maintain... erm... hw come she can i cannot sia??) ask me go on diet... ya... i am on diet currently... and she told me juz eat rice and soup... wahaha... for someone who goes gym frequently... onli carbo for all my meal?? protein?? none!!! fats?? (though not good bt if nt wrong body needs ma...) none!!! i swear i will faint sia... and she ask me have 3 meals can le... meaning is 3 full meals... realli want to say siao ar! according to some research done... it is said tat our body can burn limited calories for limited time... so imagine eating damn full for your meals... and those unburnt/un-use calories will be stored in the body as fats... so wont that make matters worst than it should?? i juz managed to let my body adapt to having 5-6 small meals per day... (and they are really small unless i am eating with my family... esp. with my dad... i eat little and he will stare at me as if i have 5 pairs of eyes... 4 pairs of ears... 3 pairs of hands... 2 nose... 1 leg... no mouth... making me so uneasy that i have no choice but to eat slightly more... and most of the time i will feel full... hai... lesson 1: nv eat with parents if you are on diet... ^^) back to our chit-chat... the auntie still ask my mum buy dun noe wat drink... hungry then drink... dun nid eat rice or anything de... then sure get thin de... wahaha... i swear i wont do all the things she ask to do... even if mum were to get the dunnoe what drink... i also wont go for it de... i am happy with my diet now and i believe i can reach my target in 1 months time... now we know ya... why many people suffer when they are on diet... cos our older generation prefers to go the unhealthy way when it comes to dieting... (ok... not all... but i would say most older generation... say diet in front of them... haha... there goes ur protein... everyday rice rice rice... sometime u lucky got vege n fruits... not surprised to see more peep in hospital for mul-nutrition in near future... )
haze is getting worst than ever for now... hai... if psi hit 100... will tml performance continue... :x and haze will continue to be a gd reason for not jogging for dad... =[

2006-10-06T02:08:00.000+08:00

time to update a bit on my fit-fit session... haha...
going to sleep early tonight... thxs to the gym session i suppose... super tired... met dear dear at 7pm... went her place to get her stuff as she rushed to meet me from her work... (actual story she know i know can le... hehe...) time we reached gym was 8.22pm... do the stuff we were supposed to do... sign in and everything and ta-da... we start our session... went for a cardio-exercise first... cycle for 20 mins... (actually we did our warm up from 7pm-8.20pm or so... by walking to her house from our meeting point then to the gym... that was a distance... she was like huh?? want to walk?? okok ba... lol... so i tink tat can count as our warm-up ba...) chat and cycle... then we wanted to do some exercises for our stomach muscle... she was looking for the sit-up station... and i happily told her do it on the floor... wahaha... ended up we go for some chest and leg expansion thingy... she did the sets first... and i happily see her do... first timer... do too fast... weights juz went bong... lol... my turn to do it.... and she happily increase the weight for me... wahaha... end the session at 9.32pm or so...
after this session i have decided on my goal after a month... ^^ setting a monthly goal now... hopefully i can fit-fit for long... i tink i can with dear dear with me... haha... we chat and encoursge each other after sometime... but of course... i tink we are not serious this round... we did only one set with the machines... i wanted to like finish at least 2 sets or 3... but nvm... next week... yeah... we are going to gym again... i guess by then i won't be blogging here regarding our gym session as we have decided to set up a blog... to note down all the stuff that happen in our fit-fit session... we wont be doing only gym... tinking of cycling once a month with her... might start either ice-skating or roller bladding with her... she is sure my fit-fit mate... we are also going to go on a diet... haha... dun worry... the diet we are going to keep is gonna be healthy and safe one... ^^ more time together mate... woohoo... looking forward to next week session!!! ^^

2006-10-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

here i am with my updates for the day... ;)
sort of busy for the past few days organising the gathering... dear dear haven keep me update on her side... but maybe i be the main organisor... haha... originally wanted to be a celebration de... bt ended up... i want it to be a gathering... haven't talk to dear yet... will be meeting her later... she is my latest gym mate... haha... going to there to fit fit a bit... haha... time to say bye to fats... woohoo...
dad is funny... i have a poster... same as the pic on the blogskin... (the poster comes free with the book... ten) and because my room not much space for me to paste my posters and all nonsense... i deicded to put it in front of me whenever i am studying or whatever i am doing... like now... up i look n there it is.. haha... then juz nw dad was complaining to me... can put that somewhere else or nt... cos everytime come in my room will see the poster... then i say good can motivate u ma... guess what his reply is?? ya... motivate me to sleep... wahaha... actually put there also to motivate me to keep fit... haha... (met my aunt juz nw and she commented that i hv been getting skinny... hmm... can she say cos i on diet and it is success... wahaha... i am not on diet... i onli eat more healthly... hehe... ^^)
weather these few days suxs... damn hot... cos-ing my rashes to be up... saw singapore flag on my leg not long ago... this time rashes worst than the past one liao... last time stay for a while only de... bt this time de... stay there for sometime... and concentrate in my leg somemore... sian... (cher ask me take a pic of the singapore flag then send to government say i beri patriotic... haha... can consider doin that...)
juz sad tat kone is leaving jungierystars... =[ heard tat another company is getting them over... i dun mind them going over or wat... i am ok with it... but the thing is... their current company is like... the bond between their seniors, junior and themselves is like... sometime i read their articles and my jaws drop... their bond is real good... and in fact they muz thx their current company tat they can be hot... hai... i hv no say in this anyway... so it does not matter tat much... where ever they are... juz hope they be as hot as they are now... (or even hotter...) will still like them/support them juz like they are still under j-star... ^^
and i am trying to overcome my hatred for that day... no matter how hard it is... i still have to try... not every year is the same rite?? even though i got scolded/beaten/whack for nothing on that day EVERY YEAR after 5-6 years of age... that is the past... maybe this year will be different... praying for a better 28 october... ^^ (gathering held on 27/28 october becos i wan to change my fate... hope will be successful...) one thing this year for me to look forward to tat day... @@

2006-10-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmm... woke up with aches all over... thxs to the 2 imp i know in my life... ask me go play basketball yesterday... ok lor... force to go actually... lazy la... then someone force me go... go there play a while then people come take the court... we sian liao lor... we 3 people they 10++... how to fight?? already 1/2 half taken by others... then they came took the other 1/2... saw the fitness corner... they wan go there play... ok lor... accompany them over... then they want me show them the parallel bar... kao... never good at it... but surprised myself.. made quite an improvement yesterday... maybe muscle ache is not totally due to the parallel bar... though did twice... i tink cos the night before dragon dance... then coach he... cannot blame him la... is someone esle made us like tat de... (not convient for me to say who it was here... ^^) so maybe cos muscle not enuff rest then ache... :( hv a gd rest ba... my dear muscle... lol...
my dear dear wants to have a gathering... (actually is me la... ask her wan go sing k or nt ma...) this weekend... but i am thinking wan put it later or not... ask more people out also... then i happily spent one night looking at which is better... kbox or party world ktv... conclusion... party world seems better as it has more eng song... so my dear dear can sing... haha... might be asking all our other friends to join us... leave me a message if you people want to join us... ^^ (dear u wont mind me puttin ad. here asking for peep to join hor...) n dear... u promised to call but u didn't... humph... **for peep who had been regular reading this blog will know who my dear dear is... and is a SHE... but sad to say... we broke off liao... cos she say i keep bullying her... lol...)
so sian... time table not out yet... cannot do planning... alot of things are like stuck there... waiting for the king of the king to come before i can continue my planning... wahaha... =[
enuff is enuff... when things get more than enuff... haha... time to beware... tat's wat i learnt today... ^^

2006-10-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

came back from lion dance quite long liao... haha.. not much of practice... went out to perform instead... cos mid-autmn coming ma... then sure got mani performances de... so juz attended one nearby... went to take my fav. 8 position... back to the old days where i belong there... woohoo... the feeling is good... but thxs to someone... spoil my mood totally... i know what to do... but she like... shout and shout non-stop... cant stand her la... not me onli... mani peep also... i am not the only one... the tail want to zip her mouth up... hahaha... funni...
got back my uniform liao... congrats to me... i am no longer a green-horn in dragon dance... woohoo... yeah... but i felt quite guilty for the next badge... the drum de... i know the drum one is a sympathy one... cos i dun tink i hv the qualification to get the badge... but the dragon de... i think i can get it le lor... qualified... haha... but wait a minute... let's see the two qualification first hor... green dragon... 青龙章基本舞龙技术拥有5场演出经验 (means basic stuff + 5 outside performances experiences...) but me hor... basic got la... performances wise... big walk once... n i think tat's all wor... the instrument de... 銅鼓章精通2种不同的龙乐精通2种不同的狮乐 (means 2 different types and dragon and lion instrument...) let's see ar... me here onli know one from lion... haha... learning the second one currently... dragon de... forever stuck with that one... wahaha... die liao... next exam i sure cannot survive de... =[ anyway... the pics of the badges are below...
the green dragon badge

the bronze instrument badge

anyway... i tink my height is sure short... tat's why i am still in the small dragon troupe... haha... cos not much kids ard... short of a few... and then coach saw me then ask me go down... haha... forever young...
psle coming soon... friends taking it best wishes wor... o level also... all the best!!! ^^

2006-09-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

time to blog...
feeling now... damn good... lappy is back... woohoo... said to be back in few weeks de... but lucky the tech. found the parts somewhere in their workplace n got the faulty parts replaced and da-da... lappy's back... haha...
juz came back from a friend's party... quite fun and enjoyable la... though there r times i feel a bit out of place... (but wasn't tat wat i feel everytime?? hmm...) but the guys (n gals) tried not to make me feel tat way... haha... i can feel lor... if anyone from the grp happens to read this... i would like to say a big thank you... ^^ you peep are sure a nice bunch of friends...
october coming... a month i hate... i was not against october in the past... i look forward to it in fact... becos after oct comes nov... nov used to be a holiday month for primary n secondary sch kids ma... bt becos of somethings tat happen to me on that day of the month... everytime i tink of it... tears drop... i cried to slp last nite... believe it or nt... i tried to forget it... i tot i hv forgotten about it... bt i nv know it is juz hidding somewhere in the small corner of my heart... as days past by n the days got nearer to oct... the small corner is replaced by something esle for the time being... and this incident juz float in my heart... =[ tot of how to spend that sad day liao...
maybe i shall go watch a movie... or go k alone... whole room to myself... haha... then sing till i sore throat... exercise my throat muscle... night time exercise my body muscle... haha... (28 oct happen to be a sat... so got practice... should have la... if nuttin goes wrng... cos no booking tat day so far ma... booking as in we nt goin performances as of today la...) not a bad idea ya?? off my hp and everything n let my whole body exercise... hahaha... gd gd gd... maybe better... early early go cycling... afternoon go singing... nite time go exercising... wah... settle man... tat's wat i be doin... dun disturb me on tat day k?? thxs peep... =p 28 oct... shall be my peace day... woohoo... annual peace day...
congrats to ___ of yes 933... for getting the award... juz read it in his blog... he is one of my fav. dj... bt cos morning la... i no choice... lazy to wake up... so nv listen to his programme... but when go sch... his programme is the one that accompany me from home to sch de... n he is the one tat keeps me awake with his lameness... of cos with his two other co-host... (peep listening to 933 will know who i toking about la... mi no nid say too much la... haha...)
time to shower... hmm... toking about shower... makes me mad... dad keeps saying me nv shower... cos he nv see... wahaha... i always shower in the night before i sleep de... or when i feel sleepy ma... then i am the one who slpt the latest at home for this few months... so he nv see lor... then he say i nv shower... humph... bad bad bad...
slpin late tonite... haha... watching show eat liao then shower... haha... tat's me... tv b4 anything in the world... ^^

2006-09-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

bloggin here again... ^^
juz as i told myself not to tink too mmuch about that day next month... i cant help last nite... without any reasons... my mind went back to the day... and i juz started to cry... cried to sleep last night... :( i hate the month of october... hopefully october will go asap... it is a torture counting down to that day... it is hard for me to forget that day... it has always been well-hidden in that small corner... but as the days come close... i cant prevent it from coming out of the hole... seriously that day juz make me sad... after one night of crying... mum thought i sick when she heard my voice tis morning... haha... but ogf cos i nv tell her i cry la... hehe... i continue to sleep... ^^
can i ask peep to see my name clearly?? many peep always spell it wrongly... n they claim it is me who wrote it wrongly... hai... despite my e-mail sometime got my full name... they still wan spell it as SOCK KUAN... wahaha... it is SOOK KWAN!!!! ok?? so sian to receive peep email addressing dear sock kuan... hai... do me a favor by making me happy ba... ok?? thxs...

2006-09-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

long time no updates... juz too lazy to... hehe...
lucky me... never get scolding from dad... cos the laptop always screen got problem de... chey... he never tell me earlier... supposed to bring it down for treatment... but dad not free... hai... maybe tml...
cannot change hp yet... 1 more yr to go... if want change change to 3G... that's dad say de... and if i am to change but not the plan... then i be having an empty shell... 2G sim card and 3G phone like cant work together... so hapi waiting ba... =(
had a great time on sunday... went cycling with family... haha... hell lots of fun... sis keep saying she can cycle on her own... ended up she keep banging into the tree nearby... funni... but she had improve since last time la...
something not so positive happened... juz dun wan to say too much/ comment it too much for now... juz feel hot!!!! real hot when tink of it...
skip lion dance for 3 days... of which 2 is performance... haha... lazy bum bum... (actually all is performance la... haha...) the thing is 1 of the performance is drum... and peep hu knows me will know my drum is not for performance de... hehe... not up to standard... then the two performance why i never go... go there stand there do nothing?? hai...
nightmare for the last few nights... mum was shocked to know i am wet this morning... hai... sori to make u worry mum.... =(
i am wondering should i go for the chinese award thingy held next month 28... if go then i be spending $$.... juz wan to spend the day alone... but how?? (juz that day... coz it has too mani bad memories for me... so wan to be alone... will be glad if i can be left alone on that day... and most prob my hp will be off... so dun bother sms-in or call me... will have it off from 27 oct. after school ba... and will off it for the weekend... ^^) tinkin of wat happen then made me cry... better not tink of it too much now... leave it to that day ba...
i swear i will not watch those touching shows with dad... on saturday we watched sori teacher on his pda in a bus... (public bus... mind you...) and because the show is touching... i cried near the ending... and dad saw it... he luff at me... wahaha... bad bad bad... he luff till we reach home sia... actually cannot blame him la... cos i cry till... fountain sia... hardly can stop... haha... bet those peep on the bus will tink my dad bully me... hahaha... (well... i cried on mani shows... u will know how i cry till u seen me cry... haha... smile pasta is another one tat made me cry like nobody business...^^)

2006-09-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

was not online for sometime... did not blog either... not that i am busy or what... not that something happen to me... not that i went somewhere... but i just want to gather my thoughts and give myself a break... a rest... a complete msn-less and blog-less days... at the same time to test what are the two things rank in my heart... i am happy with what i got... they are not that important... life goes on without msn... without blog... something i am glad... :)
met my dearest princess on sunday... after a long long one yr... last time we met was like celebrating my birthday around this time... somewhere before her Os... we had sushi buffet and we do have a good laugh over many things... haha... and my dearest highness... i know and please don't doubt this... you sure know how to make me angry and i sure know how to bite you back but we means no harm... juz for fun... if not... i bet we will not be friends till now... (hmm... makes me think of something S once said... i cant take jokes... but i tink i proved her wrong... in fact before she even says this... i already proof her wrong... haha...) honey(since you called me dear... i will call u honey... hhaa) remember your promise wor... muz hv more gatherings ok?? we do have hell lots of things to chat up on... next time we shall enjoy ourselves and make sure we go voiceless ya?? haha...
tinking of something... negative thing that is going to happen... hai... not one thing... but two... :( first one... nose not well... hai... been feeling pain all this while... no air con room for me... so cannot go in for a while... (last time i tried going into air con room and it helps me relieve my pain...) tink going to fall sick soon... bye holiday... bye fun... juz like last year... fall sick ard this time also... 2 months in suffer... :( second thing... lappy monitor got problem liao... cable problem... sure die de... dad gonna scold me liao... hai... nvm la... muz learn to get use to things...
want to change hp... N6131... dad... hai... he too good le la... first say no one use IR liao... use bluetooth ba... i dun want to change my phone de... but he keep saying me that i belong to museum... so i no choice lor... go aim for one phone... since his contract ended... so can change handset but he say he no nid... then i being the always clever one... make use of this chance to change my handset lor... then after aiming... he say this... no use de la... dun bother to waste your money... wah... broke my heart... tell me this then tell me that... looks like i have to wait till next yr le... when my own contract ended... by then... Nokia better come up with a 3G flip phone... if not... i have to get a 2G Nokia flip phone liao... hai... :(

2006-09-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

second time typing this entry... hai... reason becos this gal here very clever... so clever that she happily deleted the entry before publishing and the best part is she spent like 1/2 hr on that entry... hai... forget it... it is past liao... new entry with new start...
juz receive an e-mail... the mail shocked me... hai... juz wana say to my senior take care wor... recover soon ba...
met up with my old classmate last monday... peiting... had dinner with her... had a wonderful day with her... from her mouth... i know of some news of our other classmates... haha... blame me for not contacting with them ba... tat's y nid to know about their info from someone else mouth... hai... if say anyone of you peep saw two gal in delifrance and left without ordering... or seen two gal sneak out of delifrance... and if u tink i am one of them... haha... i must say your eyes are perfect... we went into delifrance cos she wanted to eat delifrance... but we ended up eating the cafe cartel... haha... thxs to me lor... cos i wanted to eat pasta... then she say eat the cafe cartel one better... ok lor... felt bad la... hai... so who's next on my meeting list?? let's see... my dearest princess... yes... i hv the honour of having dinner with the royal princess... wanted to go oversea together de... but thxs to someone... we cancel the trip... (oversea to sentosa... haha..) so sunday ya dear?? hope nuttin crop up and i can go ba...
mum and dad is down... hai... who's next?? time to take care le wor...
sometime i find fate this thing is funny... we are so near to each other... we passed by each other perhaps 1 million times... we might have tok to each other once or twice... but we were not so into each other... until the call appears... the call he made... made us into good friends... and surprised each other that we are juz next to each other... haha...
sometime i hope i would leave this computer for a week... or even months... but i cant... i am already addicated to computer... it has been in my life liao... cant get it out... hai...
out of sudden... i felt tat i wana go back sch... rest is enuff for me liao... everything is recharged to its fullest... and i am ready to cheong... but then i muz think of the rest of my friends who nid more rest... hence... no choice... continue to eat snake at home ba... and get paid to eat snke... haha...
saddened by the news of the death of ms elizabeth choy... :(
results are out... overall did not bad... happy is happy... but i nt happy about results not up to standards... gpa improved most this sem... a good thing... i now know the strategies to study... hehe... time to work harder liao... things not going to be easy liao...
did not go to ntu for practice yesterday... not tat i dun wan to... but dad and mum not approve of it... so no choice... :(
went kino juz nw... saw the schedule book for next yr out liao... saw many disney de... but no intention to buy yet... wait and see popular got or not then buy... later buy liao nicer design one come out heart sure pain de... hai...

2006-09-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

first time after soooo many trainings in lion dance... my muscles aching... wahaha... wake up first thing find muscle aching... haha... but after last night i now and can confirm how to rank wushu and lion dance in my heart... it seems like i prefer wushu... the feeling is very different after wushu and lion dance... but overall last night was FUN!!!
coach ask his daughter to allow him to stand on her leg... (for dragon dance...) hahahaha... then we also learn how to be kola bear... hugging each other like kola bear... then we also see the guys prepare for the end of year comp... funni... de-brief also funni... gotta thxs my senior for her encouragement... :) end of year tour... where will they be going?? not going Hong Kong liao... because they say no plane back... hai... but why i think so much when i am not going?? though my 3 best friends not there... but i still enjoy myself last night... hehe... always think w/o them no fun... haha... wrong thinking... time to change my mindset... lion dance w/o them is also fun... hahaha... oops... :x
feedbacks from friends about my blogskin... background can improve... color can change to better color... like the words can change to color somewhere of the pics... change the design... change the numbers to words...really have to thank you for giving me all the feedbacks... will change it or implement it in my next skin... personally i find it is still not to standard... :( no good... never mind i got 2 months to make one i tink is the best... hehe...
wana thank one friend... who has been accompanying me for the past few nights... though we never met before but it was really enjoyable chatting with u thr. sms... you juz brighten my day... :)
**looking forward to next week lion dance training ^^**